I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better
I wish it was as simple as doing something like stabbing my own eye out to make your problems go away.
I'd be so happy.
I'd be happy because I know that every single drop of blood that rolled down my face, every tiny, salty red blood cell that reached my lips, would be a sad thought erased. A hurtful word taken back. Something not really meant undone. A quarrel resolved. A tear, rolled back into your eyes.
But, as I torture myself to realize each and every day that goes by, life won't be that simple.
But how I wish it was. I'd turn myself into a horrible, disgusting, disfigured thing and enjoy every moment of it... if it meant really getting rid of the problems that make people's lives so miserable.
I will do everything I can to try and be with you. But in the end it's your choices and only yours, what you choose to say, think, send off, that will change or seal your fate.
Whatever you're dealing with is beyond the reach I wish was so much longer. So you have to use your own hands and mind to do what you believe is right for yourself, and think about how much this is bothering you versus how much it will matter later in your life, which you have so much left of.
"Without the heart, there can be no connection between the hand and the mind" - Madonna
A message a made recently when my closest friend was going through something.
Send this to someone you know, or feel needs help.
To be honest, this is how I really feel about a lot of things in the world.
The future, is comin' on, its comin' on, its comin' on...
