My Things

[Sasha Workbench]

my job is interesting I am a guard of royalty and my boss has a hard time explaining why she trusted me, but she did and said I was born for this job that it was my fate to do what I do, and that there is something inside me. And I believed her all the time, but sence nothing ever happens here I do random jobs she send me to do.




All my life I thought I was not strong
Then you called up and told me I was wrong
A royal guard, yeah my dreams have gone too far
I thought I was normal but you made a great star

Never thought you were helpless but I was wrong though
I always wanted attention but I move fast but they see slow
I know it's a weird job but I’ll do it because I need to
I could never lie because all my lies are just see through

I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man

Never had a good moment in my life because I’m feel frozen
Hold up to an image of a hero who has been chosen
But now I can’t hold back any of my strong feelings
All this power at my fingertips, do I really have this easy?

I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man

I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man

I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man.

[Sasha Workbench]

we all need adventure here is how you find it







I can’t stand it any more now
Wishing on the stars I find
That no one here is dreaming
It might as well be a crime

How can we progress without ideas of are own of our own
People take what the please and it take a hold

So this is the spirit of adventure
Gonna risk trying new things
I’m off to find my treasure (my treasure)
Yeah I’m gonna find out what this all means
So this is the spirit of adventure
Nothing ventured nothing gained
Yeah no matter the weather
You know that it is all that remains

You know that we people travel
The find that they can’t change
How do people learn then
When we are all the same

How can we progress without ideas of are own of our own
People take what the please and it take a hold

So this is the spirit of adventure
Gonna risk trying new things
I’m off to find my treasure (my treasure)
Yeah I’m gonna find out what this all means
So this is the spirit of adventure
Nothing ventured nothing gained
Yeah no matter the weather
You know that it is all that remains

So this is the spirit of adventure
Gonna risk trying new things
I’m off to find my treasure (my treasure)
Yeah I’m gonna find out what this all means
So this is the spirit of adventure
Nothing ventured nothing gained
Yeah no matter the weather
You know that it is all that remains.

[Sasha Workbench]

Another bad dream just trying to make it to the journey's end
Who do I consider enemies when I still have no friends
Call me crazy and dead but I am still the only one sane and alive
But because there are demons inside me I am not the one picking sides
Call me a monster I would say you would be telling the truth
Rising up from the dead never innocent even in my youth
Oceans, ice, fire, and stones were used to bury me
But now I am back this grave the demons have control can’t you see

Time is slowly ticking away
This is the end of the coming day
Your messing with a force that you can’t comprehend
This is what is like to be on death bed

I bet that kid is regretting every really trusting me now
I act with persion and was perfect then I brought him down
I may have been I white soul with a pair of blue eyes
But I know no person I could ever see though a demon's lies
Talk to me all you want but I will still owe you while you sleep
I know you will get this message J.K. because I will put it on repeat
You wonder why you have become a man with weird intentions
It’s because I can show everyone now what Hell really is

You think that end is near
I can I am certain because I feel here
I know there is more out there in the crowd
Come and find me we will get our message out.

[Sasha Workbench]

ike most other people in life I find being asleep a much better option then being awake but sadly when my insomnia developed in the last two years I find it pretty hard to even find peace, but I do when I sleep. Please tell me what topic I should do next I am not running low I just need to stop triggering my PTSD from my youth.






Standing in the darkness
There seems to be a guiding warmth
Thinking about my cause
Why I was brought up in this earth
Do people really try to care
If not, then why do they hold back
Or are they scared about what's out there
Is it because they see what they lack

In the end I am sorry for the lies I told
I’m just waiting for my moment, yeah for my story to unfold

Yeah times are really unbecoming, oh yeah they are getting hard
It has gotten to the point where I stopped counting all these scars
Laying in my bed, resting my head, but I get no sleep
It hard to rest now, while I am laying down, because reality is my bad dreams
And dreams are my reality.

Do we really have a purpose
Is there a reason I should live on
I keep searching for an answer
But I think there really is none
Climbing up the oak tree
Way above all these gray clouds
And I don’t want to go back
Because then I would have to go down

Maybe there was a reason that other people try to change
Maybe life is a circus in all the pouring rain

Yeah I know I may come off yeah I come off strange
But it was not my fault it all the voices in my brain
Hoping to the stars trading away golden bars, to have a legacy
But I still find no sleep, admitting my defeat, because life is a nightmarish dream
But at least my dreams are my reality

Yes I know it may be for the best, to try to forget the rest of the people I could have saved
But when you are endlessly falling, and all the voices are calling from far away
Know life is a circle, made pretty harmful, with the lack of dreams
But there is someone out there, who I know really cares about me
Because he made my dreams my reality.

[Sasha Workbench]

Another story, growing up I was treated very poorly due to the way I sounded and looked, I that put it all behind me when I left for Archine City, and almost instantly I fit in but when people learned that I came from where I came from the expected evil, just like everyone else did growing up, but hey at least they were kinder. This song reflect the fact that growing up I might have been called an animal but they only animals in that world were the hypocrites.








I keep hearing people talking, yeah they are talking about me
About why I don’t look or act or sound like the people on TV
“Why does he considerate every single blasted choice?
Maybe it has to do with that something, yeah that little voice?”
Well you can call a doctor make me an offer to my face
Because the way I sound and act like, does not depend on my race

Because when I was young my father told me “son,
Forgive me if they blame you for everything I have done.”
And you want me to act like that monster always did
Because I learned all my lessons when I was only a little kid

Because life goes like this

I remember what people laugh about, yes the teased me about my ways
They were hitting up on cigarettes and drugs claiming these were the good days
Now they are deep in debt I can bet they regret what they have done
Because when they were teasing the devil took a hold of them
Now that the tables turn the lessons learned they shouting please
But it’s hard to save them from their sin in Archine City

Because right when I had a ticket to a whole new land
I got on the plane and I had to get rid of my plans
And I’m sorry to bother you with this whole song
You better be thankful that it is less than 4 minutes long

Because life goes like this

Yeah life goes like this

I may be some other different kind of race
But I can tell that you that I learned to change my ways
You still might be inclined to treat me like a wild dog
But treating me on looks is like walking in a fog
Because I know virtue has its own reward
Because when I am in heaven I will still be counting up the score.

[Sasha Workbench]

n this life you will be filled with fears but as long as you keep on moving there in nothing to fear really. This has nothing to do with my life as it has to do with yours and what you to do with it, but as long as you keep on trying you can never really fail.





I know of the many times I’ve fallen
But the end is not here till I know my calling
Angles are above me now can you hear them sing
They are crisp and clear and they will stay with me
I will keep running till I will reach the end
I see the end of the tunnel and the light it sends

Keep on moving
No one in this life can make it through me
Keep on running
For my success I will be gunning
Keep on flying
For if I touch the ground I will be dying
Never give in, never shut down
Reach for the stars and don’t touch the ground
Because it won’t take too long if you keep on

I know that every fall makes me strong
But it getting back up that takes too long
For with every step I take the world will rearrange
And no matter what happens I will never be estranged
I will keep on climbing for there is now a top
No matter what you do you will never make me stop

Keep on moving
No one in this life can make it through me
Keep on running
For my success I will be gunning
Keep on flying
For if I touch the ground I will be dying
Never give in, never shut down
Reach for the stars and don’t touch the ground
Because it won’t take too long if you keep on

Yeah you gotta keep on moving
Yeah you gotta keep on running
Yes you gotta keep on flying
Keep on, keep on, keep on trying

Keep on moving
No one in this life can make it through me
Keep on running
For my success I will be gunning
Keep on flying
For if I touch the ground I will be dying
Never give in, never shut down
Reach for the stars and don’t touch the ground
Because it won’t take too long if you keep on

[Sasha Workbench]

A positive message that one of my best friends told me I wrote a draft for this years ago, but then I showed me her will and told me that she would love to hear this from the highlands of heaven. When I finish right the music for most the songs I will post on this website will be on my album called A Cartoon Hero's Heart. She was the kindest person I ever knew and loved everyone. I might not be able to talk to her now (she did not die she just moved away) I can still hear the words of encouragement.






Days like this remind me of being there right at the top
What everyone said about, yeah it could not be any more wrong
The sky might turn gray, but they can’t stop me with what they say
I know they will never quit, but I will never give up when they just sit

Where do we really go from here
They try to tear me down and bring me to tears
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me and this town
You try to talk about all these things and fail
Yeah long live this life and long live my tale

The demons keep trying to find a way to interfere
No matter what they do they can’t change my life or will
But never will I stand aside and let those demons in again
For if I give up then that will truly be the final end

Where do we really go from here
They try to tear me down and bring me to tears
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me and this town
You try to talk about all these things and fail
Oh long live this life yeah long live my tale

The try to make me run away from all my choices
But this life is a battle of a million different voices
You can’t stop me now you know everyone else can win
The biggest step in life is learning is that every step you take is new again

Where do we really go from here
They try to tear me down and bring me to tears
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me and this town
You try to talk about all these things and fail
So long live this life, yeah long live my tale

Why do they try to go and hide
You can’t bring down my soul with your darkness inside
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me when my fears come around
You try to talk about all these things and make me cry and wail
Yes, long live this life yeah long live my tale,
For with all the things I know this is your tale.

[Sasha Workbench]

This one is harder to explain due to the fact that I came in a dream. but I was standing alone in a dark room next to a tree and this thing walked up to me calming I never could kill it's soul and the deed was not done, thought it would make an interesting song so when I woke up I began to work on it, take words from what it told me to how I replied. I never got to see who won though, an army of demon thingies, or me.



You know you never asked much as long as it pays
Dealings underneath the table is the way it always stayed
I think you know every time you won, you walked away
You though the deed was done but now the conditions changed

Thought you ended me assassination you always thought
But I wrote between the lines as you swung among
Never again will I die as my spirit flies awayyyyyyyyyyy
So try to end me today

You think game over is fun but the deed not done
You could not finish me off as you took your shot
Thought I was dead but I reignited instead
Now you better run for the deed is not done

Trembling in the lines as I rebuilt all my bones
The power inside me rest in side my very soul
Watch as I turn water in to my darkest blood
You think that it is time to begin to run

Holding on to truth that I have always knew
The deepest scars are the one black and blue
Orange and red are the colors of the blood in my head
How can you try to kill the dead?

You think game over is fun but the deed not done
You could not finish me off as you took your shot
Thought I was dead but I reignited instead
Now you better run for the deed is not done

(Switch Perspective)

No matter what you think you can not take my soul
For the fire inside is something you can never own
You hold on to this life as you feel the emptiness inside
My power’s burning, my brain is turning, now it is time to turn the tide

You were right the deed is for you to die
But what you say will never change me
Hold on to what you think, for it will be gone in a blink
For I will not run until the deed is done
Yeah I will not run until the deed is done.

[Sasha Workbench]

The world we know has begun to change
My friends, my home, my family are not the same
What did I do to feel this way
No longer safe to admit how I feel
Because I slave away trying to keep myself real
Why do I try to live every day…

Oh they take control of my whole body
I can’t think on my own because my demons are walking
For I want to have my own life
They don’t own me even if they saved me
For I have control why on earth can’t they see
For I want to live with any pain and strife

Don’t let the moment slip away
The rules are meant to break
Let us make are way today.

So hold on tight
For to live you got to fight
Away the better day
It is alright okay you got one move to make
So take off and fly
For I can taste the sky
Oh can you see me alone up on a hill
No more a strange because...I have my own will

I know what I have been missing all my days
For with one jump the world could be saved
For one jump is a world away
One portal home now I am in the clear
But I hold on tight so I can persevere
My dreams are brighter than the sun they say

Don’t let the moment slip away
The rules are meant to break
Let us make are way today.

So hold on tight
For to live you got to fight
Away the better day
It is alright okay you got one move to make
So take off and fly
For I can taste the sky
Oh can you see me alone up on a hill
No more a strange because...I have my own will

So don’t fight the feeling in you bone
And when you get the chance, give it all you know
For life is only a moment on the page
And when you die you start a new day…

So hold on tight
For to live you got to fight
Away the better day
It is alright okay you got one move to make
So take off and fly
For I can taste the sky
Oh can you see me alone up on a hill
No more a strange because...I have my own will.
No longer afraid of the world they made me feel
For I got my life and I got my will.

[Sasha Workbench]

We live with all these hopes and dreams
But now we are older the bag has ripped it’s seems
All the dreams we had and loved are all gone now
We stand all alone as scared as we back down
The reality hurts I know you know the pain
Remember “as long as you try, you can do it just the same”
What king of lies was the story they told
No longer is it true we all became to old

You back down because your scared no one can blame you for that choice
But now that we're older those choices hold a bigger voice

Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone am I still me?

I hate knowing I still grow older every day
If only these bad thoughts leave me and go away
No no I can't stand being alone anymore if you lead me
Because your my shining light with you I can see

Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone am I still me?

Now the days are gone
I wonder where did I go wrong
I see people remaining young
What did I do to deserve to watch everyone
There are days I hope
There are days I mope
But with one moment in life left
I tell these stories with no regrets

Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone am I still me?
Oh
Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone I know I am me?

[Sasha Workbench]

My Apology


This road I have been on I have been on to long
Traveling into the darkness and everything I know is gone
I feel like I am starving my mind as it groans
But the pain is what made me that is all I know

I might be far off but I could not be any more right
I don’t know where I’m going but when I get there I will be the light
I always wanted to be a leader follow me to the pathways end
Forever leading people onwards the people I call my friends

Well I am sorry for living upon the bed I made
I'm just trying to make a living, yeah I need to get paid

So how many times do I have to apologize for things
I have no control of like all of my metiaitlity
I’m just trying to get by going far with getting high
I no longer want to apologise if I don’t touch the sky

People hold expectations for the thing they know I can’t do
I just want to stay in the good lane until my rent is due
Yeah so what if I become homeless and out of a job?
At least I used to have before I got robbed

Well I am still sorry for living life with no regrets
No can someone tell me what day it is because I forget

So how many times do I have to apologize for things
I have no control of like all of my mentality
I’m just trying to get by going far with getting high
I no longer want to apologize if I don’t touch the sky

And in the morning with that my flag flying high
Living in my imagination where no boundaries lie
Because the world I live in is not as good as the on I create
At least I have these friends with me even if you can’t see one’s face

So should I be sorry for all things I can control?
Like all of these problems I had from my birth and in my soul
Yeah all of my demon they keep on screaming to let them out
So with my life and my lemons I will create my on heaven and come about

No longer out of the clear it could not be clearer where I am going to go
But if you still want me to apologize for every single lie well my answer is never no
Dear everyone, I'm sorry for all my honesty that made me dig this hole.

[Sasha Workbench]

The message...





I am standing around looking at ground wonder how I came this far
But when I start digging I see no beginning on how I earned these scars
You can say I am getting tired of being on this high wire trying not to fall
Because at the end of the day people will say they don’t remember me at all

You know I have been trying to long
To find if people like these songs
Because if I try once again
I will find myself alone with no friends

So what is the point of living is it to give it all I got
Because the keep sinking my ship before it hit the dock
The purpose of all these words are falling down no point to lesson now
For all these things I don’t want to hear echoing all around

No longer want to be here because I can’t make it clear what I try to do
For also long as they try to make me say the things I know not to
It is a hard thing to find because it is a really thin line for I don’t want to miss this flight
For I know it is not fine to see the other sided because it looking down when you are high

You know I have been trying to long
To find if people like these songs
Because if I try once again
I will find myself alone with no friends

So what is the point of living is it to give it all I got
Because the keep sinking my ship before it hit the dock
The purpose of all these words are falling down no point to lesson now
For all these things I don’t want to hear echoing all around

So I no longer want to be a part of this conversation
Because I feel like a braged in with no invointaion
I am sorry if I interrupting anything important you had to say
I just want someone to know that I am going far away

No longer do I want to listen to myself
Because I am clear wrong for trying to be someone else
I am sorry if I hurt you in any way
For all of these problems in me will kill my soon today


So what is the point of living is it to give it all I got
Because the keep sinking my ship before it hit the dock
The purpose of all these words are falling down no point to lesson now
For all these things I don’t want to hear echoing all around

You know I am still sorry for what they now know
I promise you my friends that tomorrow's light will grow
You know that where I run you can never reach
But before I go I want to tell you all before the message...

[Sasha Workbench]

Will you let me breath?
Every time I am running from one thing or another it is all a bad dream
You can leave me to lie
In this bed I have made all things still seem to fall right by

Is it just me
Because everything is falling away no ending today
It is al cotatorphy
No one could save me because of the things I have done lately
I can’t say I am sorry
All the other things I have done are things that they said that I one

I am sorry for the broken road
And sinking boat that is trying to take us home
Were going far away
Away were no people can reach
Where sailing away
Into this lucid dream
So take my hand we all will be free

I know I deserve no trust
I built you a world and it is no good but see the demons in the rough
You know I still don’t have friends
But if I look for them I will find one soon but they don’t listen in the end

Is it just me
Because everything is falling away no ending today
It is all cotatorphy
No one could save me because of the things I have done lately
I can’t say I am sorry
All the other things I have done are things that they said that I one

I am sorry for the broken road
And sinking boat that is trying to take us home
Were going far away
Away were no people can reach
Where sailing away
Into this lucid dream
So take my hand we all will be free

I still I am sorry for all the things I did
But I want you to know my life I will give
You might not matter to most but I hold you close
For if only none should care I will be there
And if the one who should fall be me...I just want you to know
Somethings got to be
For on this broken road
It should never find yourself to be alone
Were going far away
Away where only one could reach
Were sailing away
Into this lucid dream
So take my hand we all will be free.

[Sasha Workbench]

Should I hope for the best
When the world will come to an end
Or should I stay right here
Thought I would get a chance to get some rest
But then my moments come again
No longer in the clear

You say the things we need
Is who we are supposed to be
But the trials never end
So are we really free
From what they want to see
Or are we going to live and forget

No longer counting the stars
For the lied from the start
They lie to me they can lie to you
From the bottom to where we are hung
Racing the air right out of my lungs
I no longer want to try unless you tell me to

Should I keep pushing on
From where we start to run
Of should I fall back down
I know this burden weighs a ton
But we have just begun
So grab my hand and go to the next town
Ohh

You say the things we need
Is who we are supposed to be
But the trials never end
So are we really free
From what they want to see
Or are we going to live and forget

No longer counting the stars
For the lied from the start
They lie to me they can lie to you
From the bottom to where we are hung
Racing the air right out of my lungs
I no longer want to try unless you tell me to

Yeah I no longer want to jump through these hoops
Because if we try we can we do what we want to do
Because there are lies but you have pulled me though
No longer counting the stars
For the lied from the start
They lie to me they can lie to you
From the bottom to where we are hung
Racing the air right out of my lungs
I no longer want to try unless you tell me to
I won’t follow you unless you need me to.

[Sasha Workbench]

I still find this fact sad
It is one of the only things I know
That we get what we have
With no chance to really grow
With every moment I lived
I did what was not true
So in this stupid world
What should we all do?

I am tired of finding no honor
In what they say
I am tired of finding no witness
For things that get in my way

I swear I am not doing anything that they say
Because the world couldn’t be any more wrong
They are all just living day by day
Trying to be what the world says is strong
It is not secret not to believe it but I find hard to find true
Should we go for these clicks or follow listen to this click inside even if they say it’s rude?

I still need to call my dad
I still need to call my home
But I don’t have any plans
I not famous but I know were still gold
I don’t want any of your grass
Even if you say it’s what is right
I am sorry if I sound mad
But I am turning out toward the light

I feel like I have grown weak
Into what world wants
Have I really hit my peak?
Or should I just sober up?


I swear I am not doing anything that they say
Because the world couldn’t be any more wrong
They are all just living day by day
Trying to be what the world says is strong
It is not secret not to believe it but I find hard to find true
Should we go for these clicks or follow listen to this click inside even if they say it’s rude?

We are a group of people that is stuck in the black
That want to forget us but we keep coming back
So is there a good part to life’s overture?
In all this drama  so are you really sure?

Has it been 3:30 can end this song?
I just want to hang out with people like you, even if they say it’s wrong

I swear I am not doing anything that they say
Because the world couldn’t be any more wrong
They are all just living day by day
Trying to be what the world says is strong
It is not secret not to believe it but I find hard to find true
Should we go for these clicks or follow listen to this click inside even if they say it’s rude?
So does it all end even if I am though?