This was posted A day earlier than expected but I believe it was worth all the extra editing
I am a little scared, yeah it out of control
I begin to push when they start to pull
But I am just trying to find my life
May they never find out who I really am
Because then I would be torn down again
And I don’t want to feel the pain and strife
It feels hard just to begin to inhale
Because what I want I can never tell
For what I want is now wrong
My parents might as well disown me
For the real me they could never see
But right now I’m just holding on
They blame me for the way I am raised
They hate me because they say I changed
But this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
They try to force me to do things
But I won't budge you can’t move me
For this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
This line I walk is just getting thinner
For what is not wanted is getting bigger
But I just march to a different beat
I know no one could ever understand
Because the way I feel will be D***ed
Just because the way I chose to be
Walking down this lonely road
Because to live life it is best to walk alone
Because the life I have chosen to live
My religion, mistake and decisions
Make problems to make hopelessness
Because this is what I chose to give
They blame me for the way I am raised
They hate me because they say I changed
But this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
They try to force me to do things
But I won't budge you can’t move me
For this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
Running away from what the world says
Never stopping otherwise they will make “amends”
For this is what I need
Not caring what the world wants
Because what the want is for me to stop
For the life I lived can be found in a nightmarish dream
They blame me for the way I am raised
They hate me because they say I changed
But this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
They try to force me to do things
But I won't budge you can’t move me
For this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)