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Other Realms => Writer's Guild => Topic started by: Sasha Workbench on November 18, 2019, 11:38:26 AM
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I'll start off with a story, in my youth I learned that I was adopted due to the fact that I was a lab child with messed up chromosomes and blah, blah, blah. My parents through me away putting drugs in my systems before I was born, causing me to have no control over certain areas of my mind and sometimes body, this made me an insomniac, (meaning it is hard for me to get sleep) ADHD, and just an anti social person sometimes. my life knows no peace and it truly a personal topic, poor, stupid, and unwanted topic but when I wrote what is below I was suffering from other things as well that I hope I recovered from. This is only a faction of the story, sorry for boring you on to the song lyrics
I wake up at two a.m. in my bed
All the problems seem to enter my head
Wide awake now listening to a different voice
Do I really have no real choice?
I feels like I always stand alone
But something seems to move all my bones
Always failing to remain strong
But all the comfort of home is all gone
Who eyes do I see when I close mine
It is only two a.m. but I swear I doing fine
But now I think that it is changing me
When these things take hold you will never be free
This is how the day begins
Why can’t I truly find no holy place?
Is there no way these sins can be erased?
I keep finding it harder to fight
for when you're surrounded by dark there is no light
Who eyes do I see when I close mine
They're emerald green but others are blue sometimes
I think they are slowly killing me
No peace for a sinner I telling you to end it please
And it is only two a.m.
I feel like I am endlessly falling
These things are killing me
Addiction takes my hand I’ll never be free
I hear my demons still calling
Yeah they are calling me
I guess I have no choice, there is a voice, holding me back and changing my ways
Why do I keep seeing these things
Is it a curse that my parents brought on to me
It hurts, but I’m trying to survive
But maybe it is better off if I keel over and die?
It is only two a.m. I just begging you please
I hope that you can truly help me
I feel like my life falling into bits
I thank my stars that it is you I’m with
You were right, we survived
You might be just one voice in my head but I feel fine
Why can’t people be just like you…
It only two a.m. but I’ll make it through
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They told me taste the sky
But they chained me down to earth
So how can I get high
If I can’t even leave this world
So where do I go to touch the clouds
When everyone is feeling down into the pain with in
So how can we try to fly
When the world is nothing but nine and everything is sin
So why do we run from this pain
When no one can be the same
That whole last line
Was just a lie because we all seek fame.
So why do we run from a fear
Does bravery bring us to tears
Is life worth living I no longer know
The pain that I am feeling I am scared to show
This whole life I have been dealing
With inner demons that stop me from feeling
Is my life okay, am I okay?
Or should I just stop today
No longer feeling well
Under weather can’t you tell that my heart needs to stop
My head will not stop speaking
Or my soul with not stop seeking where I should place my heart
Is my soul where it needs to be
Or is my life just a dream why do I feel this way?
On the ground but gravity is taking hold
I feel like I have lost control absorbing what I need today
I know no one will understand
But my life is like a grain of sand
And maybe it has to be this way
But this feeling won’t leave today
So why do we run from a fear
Does bravery bring us to tears
Is life worth living I no longer know
The pain that I am feeling I am scared to show
This whole life I have been dealing
With inner demons that stop me from feeling
Is my life okay, am I okay?
Or should I just stop today
So why do we run from a fear
Does bravery bring us to tears
Is life worth living I no longer know
The pain that I am feeling I am scared to show
This whole life I have been dealing
With inner demons that stop me from feeling
Is my life okay, am I okay?
Or should I just stop today
Everyone knows who they want to be
Endless possibilities but why does my body just surge
No one can dream like me
But no one would ever want to see because of my choice of words
So listen close when I talk for my pain never seems to hurt.
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I am tired of being a dreamer
Never taking action always a loser
Being smart with words but never taking action
Looking through a window of life but never finding satisfaction
Just maybe I am tired of living this life of sorrow
Looking forward to things that will never happen tomorrow
But I will take a step back on more time
Racing back in forth in this head of mine
The things I want to do but can’t be done
Just for a second, it seems like I know my decision
To take a jump to the edge and never look back
But just right at the edge my mind attacks
So instead of looking for the things that are new
I will do what I chose
I am just a glitch in the system
A thing to expect in the whole mission
To choose a life of being on the good side
It is something most people taking in stride
But living like this hurts a little to much
It is like putting up my head to the gun
But I will take a step back on more time
Racing back in forth in this head of mine
The things I want to do but can’t be done
Just for a second, it seems like I know my decision
To take a jump to the edge and never look back
But just right at the edge my mind attacks
So instead of looking for the things that are new
I will do what I chose
But I will take a step back on more time
Racing back in forth in this head of mine
The things I want to do but can’t be done
Just for a second, it seems like I know my decision
To take a jump to the edge and never look back
But just right at the edge my mind attacks
So instead of looking for the things that are new
I will do what I chose.
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Can you hear my voice repeating off the walls
The words getting high but then they start to fall
Does my voice even really mean anything
Can you hear it sound off as it rings
No it means nothing so don’t listen to the words I say
No it matters not if I truly get away
No one can understand my truest pains
For the voice they are driving me insane
The voice in head seem to know what the know
But nevertheless the voices are the one thing that will not go
I have not lived a thousand lives or felt a thousand pains
But I know deep down we seek attention just the same
But now that I no longer seek it and no longer need it should I exit stage right
Or should I follow the crowd all the way back down all the way away from the light
Now that the voice lead what I do I no longer care
But is it better to live life like nobody's really there
No longer a witness to this bad fitness of trying to be in the spotlight
Doing things we see on tv on that stupid screen you all have giving up the fight
No one cares about what you really want to say
Honestly if you are not famous does anyone care what you are eating today
That is how it feels to live a normal life that is normal enough
For I am a no one I don;t do cool things my bank out just holds up dust
The voice of an outraged man screaming in the black hole of nothingness
But I am not alone, I am surrounded by these failures I call friends
So hold you tinge for I am not done I still have these things to say
The voices in my head or not yet dead so you will not get away
The voice in head seem to know what the know
But nevertheless the voices are the one thing that will not go
I have not lived a thousand lives or felt a thousand pains
But I know deep down we seek attention just the same
But now that I no longer seek it and no longer need it should I exit stage right
Or should I follow the crowd all the way back down all the way away from the light
Now that the voice lead what I do I no longer care
But is it better to live life like nobody's really there
No longer a witness to this bad fitness of trying to be in the spotlight
Doing things we see on tv on that stupid screen you all have giving up the fight
So are we all thieves stealing from celebrities why do their lives matter to us
In the end we have nothing on are heads and are all just dust
Why do we give people this trust
I have not lived a thousand lives or felt a thousand pains
But I know deep down we seek attention just the same
But now that I no longer seek it and no longer need it should I exit stage right
Or should I follow the crowd all the way back down all the way away from the light
Now that the voice lead what I do I no longer care
But is it better to live life like nobody's really there
No longer a witness to this bad fitness of trying to be in the spotlight
Doing things we see on tv on that stupid screen you all have giving up the fight
So are we all thieves stealing from celebrities why do their lives matter to us
In the end we have nothing on are heads and are all just dust
Why do we give people this trust
Do will want what they have is are lives not enough?
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The lesson learned from the mistakes that have made
When it came off hard we tried again with the time we saved
You can not denine that the times have been hard
Just look at are hands you can still see the scars
Can you hold me tight as we take flight
From the pains we saw leave them at the side
You can take off like a shooting star
But when there is evil around please don’t go far
For you can be my guiding light
Safely showing me though the night
And when evil knocking at my door
You show me a safe path away from the war
For you can be the guiding ember
Burning brightly in the coldest December
For as long as you are there to guide the way
I will make it to the final days
The path way that has been worn down leads me astray
But I was safe because you showed me the right way
No cliff to fall off to break my bones and fail my feet
For the light you have never dewindals or is uncomplete
For every that know the light inside them always glows
They know that failure on this path never shows
But even if I fight by your side
You would be the leader of the rightest stride
For you can be my guiding light
Safely showing me though the night
And when evil knocking at my door
You show me a safe path away from the war
For you can be the guiding ember
Burning brightly in the coldest December
For as long as you are there to guide the way
I will make it to the final days
For you can be my guiding light
Safely showing me though the night
And when evil knocking at my door
You show me a safe path away from the war
For you can be the guiding ember
Burning brightly in the coldest December
For as long as you are there to guide the way
I will make it to the final
Remember the darkest days you lead me though
I still know as long as you are beside me there is nothing I can’t do.
For you can be my guiding light
Safely showing me though the night
And when evil knocking at my door
You show me a safe path away from the war
For you can be the guiding ember
Burning brightly in the coldest December
For as long as you are there to guide the way
I will make it to the final days.
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I am just a passer
A gust in the wind ,just let it sink right in, a natural disaster.
A hold a grudge better start to run from the hateful
No one left to cry you just watch the people die no more control
Never going to let you hold your own your not powerful over me
Yeah I got more nerve than you could serve and you can not see
Even though I may not be much to fight
I have a fire deep down inside
If you step in the ring I will show you that this light
Come from more than your pride
I will not stand down not this time
If someone is going to fall I will be the one to die
You know nothing about me no one can control this will
You punch me out but I try still
You can knock me out you can break my bones
You can take down a whole city yet I glow
For as long as there is a breath or a light…
Someone better stand and fight
I take blows
Falling to my knees but never begging it to ease for it will show
That you have hit the peak but you are still too weak to bring me down
Can’t you see that people will rise after one dies they stand around
No more a stranger to the pain still will stand to remain to be a witness
That you have flaws and that I can rise to the cause to fight for the innocences
Even though I might not be able to last long
Sometimes scars will be winners dreams
And when I bleed I still remain strong
And even with the pressure you will not break me
I will not stand down not this time
If someone is going to fall I will be the one to die
You know nothing about me no one can control this will
You punch me out but I try still
You can knock me out you can break my bones
You can take down a whole city yet I glow
For as long as there is a breath or a light…
Someone better stand and fight
No longer will you push me aside
As long I can take the stride
I will not fall to one knee
For I rather die than flee
Ohh
I will not stand down not this time
If someone is going to fall I will be the one to die
You know nothing about me no one can control this will
You punch me out but I try still
You can knock me out you can break my bones
You can take down a whole city yet I glow
For as long as there is a breath or a light…
Someone better stand and fight
I better stand and fight
We better stand and fight.
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Let the world move around me
For they are blind and can not see
That tune that plays in my head
Is a curse to watch the disease spread
No no I just hope the doors will hold
Please keep in the warm and hold back the cold
Stand to and hold your head high
Stand alone but never leave my side
No more an angle for I have seen it all
Right from the dark I no more can fall
So should I keep playing this old game
For as long as I try I can leave this page
Does the impression I leave on your mind
Click it to place or does it split you in time
So should I take off the mask of my face
Remind people that these feelings can’t be erased
So hold on to what you know before I leave
Because the split is never as bad as it seems
Ignorise is always way too bliss
But no one could make me fall like this
A thousand voices behind me and they still don’t stop
Chatting, talking, and taking what they really want
No longer a citizen of innocents
For life is full of shots you take and I always miss
So if failure is the only option what choice do I have
Do I give into the darkness inside me or fail inside my lies
No more an angle for I have seen it all
Right from the dark I no more can fall
So should I keep playing this old game
For as long as I try I can leave this page
Does the impression I leave on your mind
Click it to place or does it split you in time
So should I take off the mask of my face
Remind people that these feelings can’t be erased
So hold on to what you know before I leave
Because the split is never as bad as it seems
No more an angle for I have seen it all
Right from the dark I no more can fall
So should I keep playing this old game
For as long as I try I can leave this page
Does the impression I leave on your mind
Click it to place or does it split you in time
So should I take off the mask of my face
Remind people that these feelings can’t be erased
So hold on to what you know before I leave
Because the split is never as bad as it seems.
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You better leave you head back
Otherwise it will just snap in half
For this road is pretty long
But in a blink I will be gone
Oh we are moving at light speed
On this Breakneck street
So can you hold on
For with in a second we will be gone
No chains could hold this heart beat
For the light is moving fast inside me
And now it is crystal clear
What I need to do here
So no more looking back
For tomorrow's moments will never lack
Could you just feel the breeze
For while I am moving life comes to eaze
So let reach for the sky
For even the heaviest change can’t stop us from getting high
You better leave you head back
Otherwise it will just snap in half
For this road is pretty long
But in a blink I will be gone
Oh we are moving at light speed
On this Breakneck street
Now just take a breath
For we only have a second left
To relax and find the peace
Or else you lose the pace in your feet
You are no longer all alone
Take a leap and you will find home
And where you are meant to be
So reach for the stars they will set you free
No longer part of the crowd
For they lack being in motion
For the stationary things bring me down
But when I move every door is open
No longer a solid object
I flow like oxygen into the free
Now don’t stop me for a moment
For you walls can’t handle this speed
Could you just feel the breeze
For while I am moving life comes to eaze
So let reach for the sky
For even the heaviest change can’t stop us from getting high
You better leave you head back
Otherwise it will just snap in half
For this road is pretty long
But in a blink I will be gone
Oh we are moving at light speed
On this Breakneck street.
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I feel like this has happened before
But the pain in my head is too much to take on
I feel like I have ramed my head into the desk just to find the right words
But there are no words to describe the pain that just hurts
Maybe I can run away from the pain
Keep on moving my feet just to get away
No longer can I stand still for just one moment to breath
Otherwise the pain would come back to my chest
Some people learn what the pains about
But I keep on running just to let it out
No one can stop me from where I am running
Tell me can you clock me at how fast I am gunning
My life a blur it is all that remain
If you tell me your sure it will get rid of the pain
No one can stop my feet
For my pain would mean defeat
No longer afraid what people say
Because their words don’t mean anything today
They could never know what I have been through every time I stop
Because if they knew they would stop me alot
People got talents and I got mine
I will keep on running till the end of time
The clock can never be sure if it is right or if it is wrong
But it knows I beat my skull just to wirte this dumb song
Some people learn what the pains about
But I keep on running just to let it out
No one can stop me from where I am running
Tell me can you clock me at how fast I am gunning
My life a blur it is all that remain
If you tell me your sure it will get rid of the pain
No one can stop my feet
For my pain would mean defeat
No longer slowing down
My feet are off the ground
I am sorry is your call does not reach me
But when I get back from feeling this feeling
Some people learn what the pains about
But I keep on running just to let it out
No one can stop me from where I am running
Tell me can you clock me at how fast I am gunning
My life a blur it is all that remain
If you tell me your sure it will get rid of the pain
No one can stop my feet
For my pain would mean defeat.
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it is in C Minor the chord progression is Am,F,C, and G with capo on the 3RD fret
I am not just a passerby
I am stuck here trying to find
A point to all of these things
All these writings that appear in my dreams
It a struggle but it is what I live for
Trying to finally settle the score
I’ll be the only one who will stand and fight
Even on the darkest night
I am tired of trying to explain
The thing that are in my brain
For the pain
Is all that remains
I am just a fighter
Trying to light the fire
Of my broken reality
I am a fighter of the broken things
No one can stand in front of me
For I am jumping with great velocity
It’s terminal my health if failing me
Flying with these broken wings
No longer just a poet
With no chose where I am going
I learned to pick up the sword
And become the balance of war
You think these chains can hold me
Temptation will no longer hold the key
For the doors that seem locked
For my will will be twice as strong
I am tired of trying to explain
The thing that are in my brain
For the pain
Is all that remains
I am just a fighter
Trying to light the fire
Of my broken reality
I am a fighter of the broken things
No one can stand in front of me
For I am jumping with great velocity
It’s terminal my health if failing me
Flying with these broken wings
I am just a fighter
Trying to light the fire
Of my broken reality
I am a fighter of the broken things
No one can stand in front of me
For I am jumping with great velocity
It’s terminal my health if failing me
Flying with these broken wings.
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Can someone lend me a hand I am beginning to sink in
Whatever is happening it is beginning to sink in my skin
My memory is failing I can not help myself anymore
Is this what it is like to feel helpless I don’t want to fall to this floor
My hands are slowly shaking the pain will never subside
The demons are slowly crawling and there is nowhere left to hide
Can anyone help get out of crazy chase
Every inch of me keep move in and out of place
Please I no longer what to lie about what is inside me
I feel like I can no longer fight the thing I can not see
Hold up a moment let me get my breath
Because I am tired of fighting when there is nothing left
Please come someone save me from the fate
Before it is too late
Know thy enemies more they you could ever know thyself
But when the darkness is inside you who can you ask for help
Are my hands really touching every single key every single ding
My hand keep on shaking but are they shaking or am I seeing things
I know longer want to feel the pain that resides in my head
Should I keep on live or should I just let myself be dead
Can someone hear my voice besides the echos on the walls
No longer can walk I don’t want to stand for I feel like I am going to fall
Please I no longer what to lie about what is inside me
I feel like I can no longer fight the thing I can not see
Hold up a moment let me get my breath
Because I am tired of fighting when there is nothing left
Please come someone save me from the fate
Before it is too late
I think you should leave me be so I can die on my grave
And when I will come back again I will choose who I will save
Please I no longer what to lie about what is inside me
I feel like I can no longer fight the thing I can not see
Hold up a moment let me get my breath
Because I am tired of fighting when there is nothing left
Please come someone save me from the fate
Before it is too late.
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t is hard to look back at the years we always had
But that time has slipped away it always really has
No one knows about tomorrow except the ones we can not reach
So shall I live and learn should I really teach
I learned about pain I saw the suffering
If only I could take it away but only you could carry me
You brought up after the whole world cast me out
Please never leave me because it is you I can’t live without
I don’t want to admit my fears
Because you are crystal clear
Don’t leave me behind
Don’t even know if this is love
But I will thank the stars above
For you are my peace of mind
No one said it would be easy they said I would learn to regret
The things I did today and of the things that I could never forget
Not one thing could bring me closer to the power inside
I will always stand for you for you are on my side
Know I could climb the mountain without but you would help the pain
You would straighten my hands and ease the weights
The time has come and gone know for you I will die for
But I rather live in this world to help your battles go on
I don’t want to admit my fears
Because you are crystal clear
Don’t leave me behind
Don’t even know if this is love
But I will thank the stars above
For you are my peace of mind
I never could take the time back the I spent protecting you
I will fight your justice your kingdom protection too
Just never let the darkness inside me keep you away
For as long as you are beside me you know I will say
I will never leave your side
Protect you after you even die
Because in heaven I know you will find
You could never be the one
I thought it was true but I was wrong
For you are my peace of mind.
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So lonely I feel like I have no soul
Looking for just a hand to hold
Knowing we have lost the battle they tossed
And my heart is getting to cold
My partner still works hard now
And I make him his clothes
But he was found dead in the morning
One of the only friends I have known
So tell me what is the point of living when everyone has no point to live
You look about for hope but the ship sunk years ago and know one knows where it is
So I trying to stay alive of my medication pills
But sometimes I can barely pay the bills
For my parents gave me a toss and wrote my name off
On every family members will
I found out the only peace I get from my head
Are the stuffed animals on my bed
For I may be old and the stories out grown
But they are my only true friends
So tell me what is the point of living when everyone has no point to live
You look about for hope but the ship sunk years ago and know one knows where it is
So tell me what is the point of living when everyone has no point to live
You look about for hope but the ship sunk years ago and know one knows where it is
So I am trying now to meet up my ends
For no one is here is my friend
But there my only hope is to sneak aboard a boat
And then try again
So tell me what is the point of living when everyone has no point to live
You look about for hope but the ship sunk years ago and know one knows where it is.
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The walls are made to hold me back
But all the walls do is prevent attacks
So should I stay in the castle walls
Or travel the world to find my call
Another day another blasted dime
Another foul way to lose my mind
All that has happened is a minor set back
When we remember it tomorrow we will all laugh
Hold the phone and shut the door
Where do we go when we're looking for more
What sparks fly when the fire starts
It matters not just follow your heart
Nothing will no longer hold you back
Make them stand aside for the just all lack
Look for tomorrow for it will see you through
Keep on searching for something new
For I know that one day your time will come
When that something new is done
Another trial but show no tears
Put them in denial and show not your fears
For as far as a river rages
Is the number of the new open pages
Stand back let’s set it off
Live life to the fullest today is not enough
For when climbing up the loneliest hills
You will still find friends who know how it feels
Nothing will no longer hold you back
Make them stand aside for the just all lack
Look for tomorrow for it will see you through
Keep on searching for something new
For I know that one day your time will come
When that something new is done
Nothing left in your way
Keep on pushing to see another day
As long as someone is willing to try
The something new can be found to night
Nothing will no longer hold you back
Make them stand aside for the just all lack
Find your shelter and find your home
For know no matter what or who you are you are not alone
Look for tomorrow for it will see you through
Keep on searching for something new
For I know that one day your time will come
When that something new is done
Look for tomorrow for it will see you through
as long as you search for something new.
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The world has shifted for the last time
But it keep moving and I keep losing my mind
All of my choices matter not
I am just looking for something new
You said you would be with me and help me out
But then I have fallen where are you now
All of my choices matter not
And now I don’t know what to do
I think I need to find the truth
The world can’t tell me what to do
But I wish I could be here with you
Because I don’t know what to do
I just need a moment to think
Then you are gone within a blink
I just don’t want to feel the pain
But I feel it just the same
Because I don’t know what I don’t know what to do
You were with me by my side
But then you left me alone to die
All of the things you know about me are wrong
Can someone tell me the truth
I think I need to find the truth
The world can’t tell me what to do
But I wish I could be here with you
Because I don’t know what to do
I just need a moment to think
Then you are gone within a blink
I just don’t want to feel the pain
But I feel it just the same
Because I don’t know what I don’t know what to do
This will all just fall apart
Nothing left nothing here no more
This will all just fall apart
No one will be here in this life
To help a hero's call be fine
No they won’t help at all
This will all just fall apart
Nothing left nothing here no more
This will all just fall apart
No one will be here in this life
To help a hero's call be fine
No they won’t help at all
No they won’t help at all.
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My boss changed the final chorus but I agree on how it should end with a more hopeful message.
I feel like the moment has come
I want to tell you before we see the sun
Every second has come to the moment still
But I still can’t tell you how I feel
Can we make time stop here?
So I can build up this courage before you disappear
Every time you get close I think you might
Be one of the voices I have been hearing at night
No one has brought us together so fate truly exists
Because no one in my life has treated me like this
No, can’t you see that I not extraordinary
I just want to do what is right by any means
I can’t be a hero with the grace of love
That has fallen from the stars above
No I can’t be an angel nor am I a spirit
I just do what needs to happen even if it kills me
You can’t you see I am just a normal person
In this world of my imagination
Can you stop loving me?
No this can’t be real this must be a dream
I am imperfect yeah I am far from it
No one like me deserves this
But no one has brought us together so fate truly exists
Because no one in my life has treated me like this
No, can’t you see that I not extraordinary
I just want to do what is right by any means
I can’t be a hero with the grace of love
That has fallen from the stars above
No I can’t be an angel nor am I a spirit
I just do what needs to happen even if it kills me
You can’t you see I am just a normal person
In this world of my imagination
Can you why I am afraid to tell what my heart desires
For I can’t control these waves but still if you need it I will set myself on fire…
This pains been around for days
For I just might faint
For I can be extraordinary for you I find in my dreams
I will save the world even if I bleed
I can be a hero with the grace of love
That has fallen from the stars above
I can be an angel and a mighty spirit
I just do what needs to happen even if it kills me
You can see I am just a pursuer of my dreams
But darling you still are my queen
I am no normal person
And your just the other half of me.
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Walk through the water the waves keep pushing you under
The storm is still raging can you hear the thunder
People keep talking in my head you see
Maybe that is why I do what I do I feel like they are forcing me
Everyones telling me to get into the program
But the wires would just hold me back like a river dam
I look at these people see how they are flying free
Looking at people being what I can not be
Take a step back let them ruin the pages
Look into the mirror look at all the changes
I no longer recognize the face I see
Who eye’s do I see staring back at me
My mind is made of the tales of the old
Watch as they repeat themselves for the encore has taken its hold
You keep pushing away the thing you don’t want to view
But the voice in my head just want to create something brand new
Tell me what my voice are seeking
Or are they looking for my memories before I can delete them
Force to face all the newest fears
Is the life I live real or is it too far to feel
Take a step back let them ruin the pages
Look into the mirror look at all the changes
I no longer recognize the face I see
Who eye’s do I see staring back at me
My mind is made of the tales of the old
Watch as they repeat themselves for the encore has taken its hold
You keep pushing away the thing you don’t want to view
But the voice in my head just want to create something brand new
Take a step back let them ruin the pages
Look into the mirror look at all the changes
I no longer recognize the face I see
Who eye’s do I see staring back at me
My mind is made of the tales of the old
Watch as they repeat themselves for the encore has taken its hold
You keep pushing away the thing you don’t want to view
But the voice in my head just want to create something brand new
You want to live life but not have the pain
You scared of sharing this message because we are in your brain
You are scared of losing the things you have gained
You want to live life but not have the pain
You scared of sharing this message because we are in your brain
You feel like a monster that is locked in a cage
Can you the screaming that is how you were made
My mind is made of the tales of the old
Watch as they repeat themselves for the encore has taken its hold
You keep pushing away the thing you don’t want to view
But the voice in my head just want to create something brand new.
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They were waiting for me everyday
But I was holding back and locked away
They sent me away to a place with no peace
No one walks these roads alone
That what they said but now there gone
So who what should I know before I leave
They keep talking and talking about the things they want to see
They keep begging and begging about what they want me to be
I know I have not been doing my best
But now is my time to shine I can feel it in my chest
Stand up and face the fall
Listen to the hero’s call
Make peace from this war do what is right
When everyone has fallen you are the one to stand and fight
You better get up get up to show them all
The hero’s call
Adventure waits behind every turn
With every mistake you can learn
These are lessons no one bothers to teach
You think that you have fallen all the way down
But this is only true if you don’t get up now
So get up and then see the stars you can reach
They keep talking and talking about the things they want to see
They keep begging and begging about what they want me to be
I know I have not been doing my best
But now is my time to shine I can feel it in my chest
Stand up and face the fall
Listen to the hero’s call
Make peace from this war do what is right
When everyone has fallen you are the one to stand and fight
You better get up get up to show them all
The hero’s call
The hero’s call….
The hero’s call….
Don’t let them fall….
Show them all….
The hero’s call….
Stand up and face the fall
Listen to the hero’s call
Make peace from this war do what is right
When everyone has fallen you are the one to stand and fight
You better get up get up to show them all
The hero’s call.
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Life carries messages and I tried of receiving the worst
Like how I messaging online with no voice to be heard
Lessons in this life are for some only there to be ignored
So should I post this song that's list all the one that I learned
Like freedom does not come free
And it is not what you think it could be
People get to what what they do in fame
But sometimes people get do what they do but they have to go through pain
Am I just another person who has no name
Because people are slowly becoming the same
Trying to find a way to get out
But maybe that's not what life is about
Because every time I hold up the line
Is it because I ran out of time
Do you get it now?
Growing up I wanted to be a doctor but now my life carries a different tune
Instead of taking away pain I give it with a strange solitude
I heard people beg for mercy
But they are all just wordy
Claiming they got families
But is that a real thing?
You stand up when the scream your name
But you work for them all the same
Religion is what America stands for
But their just atheists looking for war
Am I just another person who has no name
Because people are slowly becoming the same
Trying to find a way to get out
But maybe that's not what life is about
Because every time I hold up the line
Is it because I ran out of time
Do you get it now?
Am I just another person who has no name
Because people are slowly becoming the same
Trying to find a way to get out
But maybe that's not what life is about
Because every time I hold up the line
Is it because I ran out of time
Do you get it now?
I only got a few more seconds before this song ends
But this is true
But I hold the most important like all my friends
And now it though
The most important lesson is...
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This was originally going to be a rap but since there is no music is more of what you make of it I might just make it a very long song when I finally get the tools and time but it is no longer a rap due to the fact that I hate rap music and only was planing to make this a rap due to the fact that my friend wanted a weeks worth of raps (If anyone know Olly James Saction don't tell him I lied to him) also side note not all characters are here only a few of the main ones. another side note of you feel anger or otherwise offended on inaccuracy, I have not read every single page of the comic and truly don't give a flying rock on how accurate it is.
Me and my father never shared the same prospective
But I never would want to hurt him because of are biological connection
I have learned most of my lessons while I was alone, left
To not overlook anything any more or waste my breath
And if we have no choice and someone need has to be sacrificed
Let the world know that I am completely willing to die
I the end I know that I could never be the best
But you have to climb mountains just to earn some respect
I could use a hand every now and then
Can anyone else understand the thing I have been though man
But if anything has held me back it has been one single flaw
The one thing I am best at has ironically been outlawed
Do you know who you are messing with?, please get out of my way
I will not stand down or drop my sword no not for any close coming day
I will defend and protect for that is still my task
If you try to stop me you better know I will not hold back
Your magic is only a tool and a distaction just like my blade
If you want to go toe to toe you better get ready for an uppercut to the face
We know we have to join each other sides
Even if are personalities don’t want to collide
The war is not nearly over it has just begun
Some of us have fallen but the rest are not done
We know that we can do what is right
We can fight the darkness and become the light
Call it an act of pure wisdom or of pure insanity
You can not easily deny me for was the stories first calamity
You can never stop me for I know what is in the skies
But family sometimes has to come first even in the darkest minds
And you are all alone now, no one left to throw the towel in
You better not mess with me for I am a force to be reckoned with
To tell you the truth, I can only understand certain begins
Like how the staff in my hand really loves to be burning things
But to be frank with you just for the moment
Do you want to be ashes just like my other opponents
So you better get off of that highwire
Otherwise I will gladly kill you with this fire
They know that my mind is sharp and so is my blade
I’ll keep you burning and burning until they remember my name
You might have a trick or two up their sleeves
But I am an ace I will bring you down to your knees
With a quick attack your throat don’t try to recover
Because I will leave you bleeding on the ground forever
Call me young but my age acts like a disguise
I have seen the world though evils servants eyes
I might be small be I leave a really good impression
Genetically mutated but still can kill you with one detonation
They know nothing about the nature where I was raised
But I can still effortlessly put evil back in the grave
We know we have to join each other sides
Even if are personalities don’t want to collide
The war is not nearly over it has just begun
Some of us have fallen but the rest are not done
We know that we can do what is right
We can fight the darkness and become the light
They think they know my powers but they leave them under rated
You think I will let you live well mercy has left you baited
You can hide behind your shield and army but they will give you no support
I will simply not fight them and quickly teleport
You had a good run but acted with too much haste
It’s simply so sad to watch all these powers go to waste
I am the one who walks silently in the night
You better not be caught off guard or for you can not hide
Some other might need to put to arrow in the head
But all I need is one knife to insure your dead
Yes I know my power and all my strengths
But sometimes to bring down my target you have to go through greater lengths
You do have to be a master to know where you fly
Come on step in the ring and you will soon then die
Step up to the plate
And I will not hesitate
Call me a fighter but I know how I can survive
You can take a step back now if you don’t want to risk your life
We know we have to join each other sides
Even if are personalities don’t want to collide
The war is not nearly over it has just begun
Some of us have fallen but the rest are not done
We know that we can do what is right
We can fight the darkness and become the light.
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have lived a good life by just inpassing
But then the deviled started rapping
Yeah he is banging, banging on the door
And I can’t fight because I am close to collapsing
Now I learned things I can never forget
Times are changing the whole entire set
You line up in line out of time with no crime just to go meet death
Now I know to keep fighting even when there is nothing left
I have seen the end it now come close
But I can’t give up because the thing I now know
Lucifer will regret
Leaving me with breath
Because the table have now turned
They will not fall
Oh not at all
I will give them what they deserved
No one will die today
If I have anything to say
Now that it has begun
The best is yet to come
He messed with fire and will be burned
Never thought I would still be alive
When he came up and I chose the wrong side
But now I am planning to bring the devil's plan down to ashes
And they are trying to put out this fire by using more matches
I will never give up because my light is a fire
And the greatest bit of hope can bring down empires
If someone tells you no can save you no one left
I keep on fighting to bring out the lairs
No I will not go quietly into the darkest night
As long as I can stand I will be willing to fight
Lucifer will regret
Leaving me with breath
Because the table have now turned
They will not fall
Oh not at all
I will give them what they deserved
No one will die today
If I have anything to say
Now that it has begun
The best is yet to come
He messed with fire and will be burned
He could not kill me while I was feeling low
I took his hits every single blow
As long as people on this planet need to be mentioned
I will make the devil taste his own medicine
Lucifer will regret
Leaving me with breath
Because the table have now turned
They will not fall
Oh not at all
I will give them what they deserved
No one will die today
If I have anything to say
Now that it has begun
The best is yet to come
He messed with fire and will be burned.
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growing up I was filled with doubt and pain so here it is
I can feel my head it’s pounding
Can you all shut up I am feeling crowded
All I want is the peaceful sound of silence
But in my head all I hear I sirens
Can everyone stop for just a short time
Dancing with darkness but I feel fine
No one can hold me back any more
Get out of my way unless you want to be floored
No one can save the light
No one is willing to fight
No one can save because where they stand
Are with the faults of the natural man
No one can fight the ocean
No one can stop the commotion
Going on inside my head
You might as well live me dead
I will not quietly into the darkest night
Your blades can rust when innocent blood stains the sides
Your shield can stop flying projectiles
But when they are moving fast you don’t even have time to smile
No one can save the light
No one is willing to fight
No one can save because where they stand
Are with the faults of the natural man
No one can fight the ocean
No one can stop the commotion
Going on inside my head
You might as well live me dead
All the voice in mind have every single flaw
They want to see the whole world fall
But maybe all they want is peace
But with all your guns it spreads like a disease
No pain, no one will suffer now
No gain, you can no longer shut me out
No harm, a magic you can never mess with
To arms, because we are limitless
No one can save the light
No one is willing to fight
No one can save because where they stand
Are with the faults of the natural man
No one can fight the ocean
No one can stop the commotion
Going on inside my head
You might as well live me dead
No longer will cut me where I am soft
From the outer darkness and I am signing off.
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The fire has a warm glow
When you in the dark and alone
Finding a light so hard to find
But how will you keep it alive
Found in the dark, yeah you're struggling
To find a heart in this loneliness
I know it is hard yeah I know
For I know what you have been through
I know it has been hard
I know you're counting all your scars
But if you have fallen get back up on the ground
And make your own sound
A good legacy always has it falts
Good people always have some flaws
And everyone will always forget your name
Because they just want the same
You are scared and bruised and beaten
But as long as you get up you are not defeated
For when you give up that is when they won
And they can not have that satisfaction
I know it has been hard
I know you're counting all your scars
But if you have fallen get back up on the ground
And make your own sound
Just take a step up…
Raise your cup…
Find yourself some solid ground
And make the greatest sound
Do not fall…
Just take it all…
Look all around
Let them watch you make your sound
I know it has been hard
I know you're counting all your scars
But if you have fallen get back up on the ground
And make your own sound
But as long as they stick around
Let them hear your sound
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This is not really made by Sam This was made by Natsu... Now then uhhhhh, Enjoy?
I have taken a step away from what I knew
Falling away from what I know to be true
Everyday I try to find myself but all I find never helps
Now all I want to know is what to do
Wasting away yeah now I will burn
Because what I have chosen to learn
Every time I live to see I know this is all meant to be
And now it is time to make my turn
I know this will get hard
But you can’t live life without getting scars
Stand back and let me go
Are you ready yeah ready for the show
I can live and learn
Stand back and let it burn
Yeah stand back and let it blow
Are you ready yeah ready for the show
I know the world fails to watch
Because they would never believe us
For the world is made of stone so don’t fall or you will break your bones
For the glory you hold is something they can’t touch
I know this will get hard
But you can’t live life without getting scars
Stand back and let me go
Are you ready yeah ready for the show
I can live and learn
Stand back and let it burn
Yeah stand back and let it blow
Are you ready yeah ready for the show
Don’t change your tune…
Because they will see soon
That you can touch the moon…
And they could never be like you
I know this will get hard
But you can’t live life without getting scars
Stand back and let me go
Are you ready yeah ready for the show
I can live and learn
Stand back and let it burn
Yeah stand back and let it blow
Are you ready yeah ready for the show.
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This was posted A day earlier than expected but I believe it was worth all the extra editing
I am a little scared, yeah it out of control
I begin to push when they start to pull
But I am just trying to find my life
May they never find out who I really am
Because then I would be torn down again
And I don’t want to feel the pain and strife
It feels hard just to begin to inhale
Because what I want I can never tell
For what I want is now wrong
My parents might as well disown me
For the real me they could never see
But right now I’m just holding on
They blame me for the way I am raised
They hate me because they say I changed
But this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
They try to force me to do things
But I won't budge you can’t move me
For this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
This line I walk is just getting thinner
For what is not wanted is getting bigger
But I just march to a different beat
I know no one could ever understand
Because the way I feel will be D***ed
Just because the way I chose to be
Walking down this lonely road
Because to live life it is best to walk alone
Because the life I have chosen to live
My religion, mistake and decisions
Make problems to make hopelessness
Because this is what I chose to give
They blame me for the way I am raised
They hate me because they say I changed
But this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
They try to force me to do things
But I won't budge you can’t move me
For this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
Running away from what the world says
Never stopping otherwise they will make “amends”
For this is what I need
Not caring what the world wants
Because what the want is for me to stop
For the life I lived can be found in a nightmarish dream
They blame me for the way I am raised
They hate me because they say I changed
But this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
They try to force me to do things
But I won't budge you can’t move me
For this is who I am, (how I was born, how I was made)
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hope for things that never could happen like everyone else, but I still hope call me a dreamer but I still hope.
I wished my parents would stop screaming
Maybe I should put both earbuds in
Otherwise I would be hearing words
I am very uncomfortable with
Maybe I get a friend soon
Tomorrows a new day
But I guess my only friends now
Are the ones in make believe
So where did I go wrong
Where did I go where can I go
Escaping this painful song
Yeah I am running yeah I am running
All I have is a hopeful heart
Here it calling that collapsing star
Falling, falling, falling,
With every step a trail comes
Trying hard but on the run
Can you hear me calling, calling, calling
Hopeful my friends don’t leave me
Otherwise I will succumb
To all the whispering demons
Who never know freedom
I feel like they got it right
The only real world is the one I create
Can I get a ship there
Can I leave before it is to late
So where did I go wrong
Where did I go where can I go
Escaping this painful song
Yeah I am running yeah I am running
All I have is a hopeful heart
Here it calling that collapsing star
Falling, falling, falling,
With every step a trail comes
Trying hard but on the run
Can you hear me calling, calling, calling
In the end I have a hopeful heart
Holding close to all my art
This world has closed me out
Maybe if I keep hoping they will scream and shout
Yeah all I may have is a hopeful heart
But I don’t know where to start.
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when I was given my job there was a huge celebration for being what I am and getting the job I got. It was big and my soon to be boss hung out with me and kissed me for popularity points, and told me that this day would go to fast and how she wished me to be with her longer, but I told her no, but now I work for her now so I guess I have to eat my words. Still she is the best boss I could have hoped for, it pays well and she is kind.
This is what we were hoping for
This is why we stand for are core
Nothing could hold you back
May this day always last………..
This day has come too soon
Why did it come to fast
I want to hold onto it forever
Before it becomes to late
This is what I was waiting for
This what I dream about
I want to stand up forever
And never let them down
This is what we were hoping for (yeah this is what they were hoping for)
This is why we stand for are core (this is found in are cores)
Nothing could hold you back (yes nothing will hold me back)
May this day always last……….. ( sadly it can never last….)
This day is flying by
Let us slow it down
I can’t see us forever
Standing alone at this gate
The crowds are still cheering
Let them have something to cheer about
Give this time forever
And you can hear them shout
This is what we were hoping for (yeah this is what they were hoping for)
This is why we stand for are core (this is found in are cores)
Nothing could hold you back (yes nothing will hold me back)
May this day always last……….. ( sadly it can never last….)
Sadly this day is nearly gone
Where did we both go wrong
Why can’t it last forever
Can someone turn on the light
This is what we were hoping for (yeah this is what they were hoping for)
This is why we stand for are core (this is found in are cores)
Nothing could hold you back (yes nothing will hold me back)
May this day always last……….. ( sadly it can never last….)
Let is last forever
before we leave this all behind.
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please if you can criticizes this please feel free to. This is for my friend Oliver and his father I don't want to go in to too much detail but I would love some criticism due to the fact that he has plans for these lyrics if they are "good enough to express my true inner feeling" what ever that means.
We are two kinds of simply people
Finding are minds though each other mistakes
We all learn with childlike curiosity
Although in turn you are older than me
Father father are you missing me?
Father father I am on tv
Hey now can have you seen my face
On that recent comedy
Father I have left on my own
Father am I in your prayers?
Remember when we were relaxing
Those are my fondest memories
We are two hearts with are own intentions
We create sparks so others can fly
We are know peace and we are dreamers
But this reality stinks for we conform to the stupidest things
Father father do you remember me
Father father if only we could be
Sitting and talking to each other
As we are sipping tea
Father I have be afraid now
The monsters have returned to my bed
Can you help me remain calm
Can you tell me what you said
We are two lives on a plane
Holding to the strife and all this pain
What can I do now that I have left
Can you help me through before I go again
Father father what would you do now
Father father don’t let me leave
I am growing scared now
And you can help me find the peace
Father father can you help me please?
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I kind of saying the stupidest things
Saying big word with no idea what they mean
Hold on to the truly only honest
They know the power they harness
Maybe one day they will scream my name
I will be on the walls of fortune and fame
But right now I am stuck in a city
Where my boss is the only one who knows me really
It has been ten years now
And I am beginning to feel let down
Holding on in the crowd
Where nothing seems to happen
It has been ten years now
And I am beginning to feel let down
Holding on in the crowd
Where nothing seems to happen
This city still holds my calling
My family still knows I have fallen
But now else here knows my mistake
But I could never give in at the end of the day
Maybe one day I will hear the rain
But in this city everything sounds the same
Hold on to the go truths
Because they are the only things that know your roots
It has been ten years now
And I am beginning to feel let down
Holding on in the crowd
Where nothing seems to happen
It has been ten years now
And I am beginning to feel let down
Holding on in the crowd
Where nothing seems to happen
Stay away from the dark
It will only bring you harm
The light is the only thing we have known
And it will give us a crown
It has been ten years now
And I am beginning to feel let down.
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with out the one who raised me I would be nothing so here is a song about one of them, there will probably be another one when she is gone but if any of my mothers see this, still love you.
In the darkest mind there is a light
Even in the most peaceful town there is a fight
Nothing is perfect I know that this is true
Because that is the way to set up this room
No one can ever settle me down
Because I am always running round and round
But nothing can change the way I fly
Nothing can ever change like the sky
But tomorrow I leave this all behind
No tears will fall as I say goodbye
Why can’t I leave this place where I grew up
Even though a voice is calling me from this house
Spirits wonder these lonely dark woods
Finding things that not even grown men should
All these circles spinning with no way to stop
But soon these things will be gone
Because tomorrow I leave this all behind
No tears will fall as I say goodbye
Why can’t I leave this place where I grew up
Even though a voice is calling me from this house
Maybe I have no other choice
There is really no other voice
Mother I am sorry that I had to go away
But the stars above me keep me safe
But now I have to wave farewell
But the guiding light will hold this spell
All the past and future scream out in space
Because of you I know this is my place
Mother, please don't let me change
Even as I go away.
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my job is interesting I am a guard of royalty and my boss has a hard time explaining why she trusted me, but she did and said I was born for this job that it was my fate to do what I do, and that there is something inside me. And I believed her all the time, but sence nothing ever happens here I do random jobs she send me to do.
All my life I thought I was not strong
Then you called up and told me I was wrong
A royal guard, yeah my dreams have gone too far
I thought I was normal but you made a great star
Never thought you were helpless but I was wrong though
I always wanted attention but I move fast but they see slow
I know it's a weird job but I’ll do it because I need to
I could never lie because all my lies are just see through
I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man
Never had a good moment in my life because I’m feel frozen
Hold up to an image of a hero who has been chosen
But now I can’t hold back any of my strong feelings
All this power at my fingertips, do I really have this easy?
I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man
I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man
I will take this binding oath
Bring me to my knees to soak
A great hero will take the stand
And I will that man.
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we all need adventure here is how you find it
I can’t stand it any more now
Wishing on the stars I find
That no one here is dreaming
It might as well be a crime
How can we progress without ideas of are own of our own
People take what the please and it take a hold
So this is the spirit of adventure
Gonna risk trying new things
I’m off to find my treasure (my treasure)
Yeah I’m gonna find out what this all means
So this is the spirit of adventure
Nothing ventured nothing gained
Yeah no matter the weather
You know that it is all that remains
You know that we people travel
The find that they can’t change
How do people learn then
When we are all the same
How can we progress without ideas of are own of our own
People take what the please and it take a hold
So this is the spirit of adventure
Gonna risk trying new things
I’m off to find my treasure (my treasure)
Yeah I’m gonna find out what this all means
So this is the spirit of adventure
Nothing ventured nothing gained
Yeah no matter the weather
You know that it is all that remains
So this is the spirit of adventure
Gonna risk trying new things
I’m off to find my treasure (my treasure)
Yeah I’m gonna find out what this all means
So this is the spirit of adventure
Nothing ventured nothing gained
Yeah no matter the weather
You know that it is all that remains.
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Another bad dream just trying to make it to the journey's end
Who do I consider enemies when I still have no friends
Call me crazy and dead but I am still the only one sane and alive
But because there are demons inside me I am not the one picking sides
Call me a monster I would say you would be telling the truth
Rising up from the dead never innocent even in my youth
Oceans, ice, fire, and stones were used to bury me
But now I am back this grave the demons have control can’t you see
Time is slowly ticking away
This is the end of the coming day
Your messing with a force that you can’t comprehend
This is what is like to be on death bed
I bet that kid is regretting every really trusting me now
I act with persion and was perfect then I brought him down
I may have been I white soul with a pair of blue eyes
But I know no person I could ever see though a demon's lies
Talk to me all you want but I will still owe you while you sleep
I know you will get this message J.K. because I will put it on repeat
You wonder why you have become a man with weird intentions
It’s because I can show everyone now what Hell really is
You think that end is near
I can I am certain because I feel here
I know there is more out there in the crowd
Come and find me we will get our message out.
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ike most other people in life I find being asleep a much better option then being awake but sadly when my insomnia developed in the last two years I find it pretty hard to even find peace, but I do when I sleep. Please tell me what topic I should do next I am not running low I just need to stop triggering my PTSD from my youth.
Standing in the darkness
There seems to be a guiding warmth
Thinking about my cause
Why I was brought up in this earth
Do people really try to care
If not, then why do they hold back
Or are they scared about what's out there
Is it because they see what they lack
In the end I am sorry for the lies I told
I’m just waiting for my moment, yeah for my story to unfold
Yeah times are really unbecoming, oh yeah they are getting hard
It has gotten to the point where I stopped counting all these scars
Laying in my bed, resting my head, but I get no sleep
It hard to rest now, while I am laying down, because reality is my bad dreams
And dreams are my reality.
Do we really have a purpose
Is there a reason I should live on
I keep searching for an answer
But I think there really is none
Climbing up the oak tree
Way above all these gray clouds
And I don’t want to go back
Because then I would have to go down
Maybe there was a reason that other people try to change
Maybe life is a circus in all the pouring rain
Yeah I know I may come off yeah I come off strange
But it was not my fault it all the voices in my brain
Hoping to the stars trading away golden bars, to have a legacy
But I still find no sleep, admitting my defeat, because life is a nightmarish dream
But at least my dreams are my reality
Yes I know it may be for the best, to try to forget the rest of the people I could have saved
But when you are endlessly falling, and all the voices are calling from far away
Know life is a circle, made pretty harmful, with the lack of dreams
But there is someone out there, who I know really cares about me
Because he made my dreams my reality.
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Another story, growing up I was treated very poorly due to the way I sounded and looked, I that put it all behind me when I left for Archine City, and almost instantly I fit in but when people learned that I came from where I came from the expected evil, just like everyone else did growing up, but hey at least they were kinder. This song reflect the fact that growing up I might have been called an animal but they only animals in that world were the hypocrites.
I keep hearing people talking, yeah they are talking about me
About why I don’t look or act or sound like the people on TV
“Why does he considerate every single blasted choice?
Maybe it has to do with that something, yeah that little voice?”
Well you can call a doctor make me an offer to my face
Because the way I sound and act like, does not depend on my race
Because when I was young my father told me “son,
Forgive me if they blame you for everything I have done.”
And you want me to act like that monster always did
Because I learned all my lessons when I was only a little kid
Because life goes like this
I remember what people laugh about, yes the teased me about my ways
They were hitting up on cigarettes and drugs claiming these were the good days
Now they are deep in debt I can bet they regret what they have done
Because when they were teasing the devil took a hold of them
Now that the tables turn the lessons learned they shouting please
But it’s hard to save them from their sin in Archine City
Because right when I had a ticket to a whole new land
I got on the plane and I had to get rid of my plans
And I’m sorry to bother you with this whole song
You better be thankful that it is less than 4 minutes long
Because life goes like this
Yeah life goes like this
I may be some other different kind of race
But I can tell that you that I learned to change my ways
You still might be inclined to treat me like a wild dog
But treating me on looks is like walking in a fog
Because I know virtue has its own reward
Because when I am in heaven I will still be counting up the score.
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n this life you will be filled with fears but as long as you keep on moving there in nothing to fear really. This has nothing to do with my life as it has to do with yours and what you to do with it, but as long as you keep on trying you can never really fail.
I know of the many times I’ve fallen
But the end is not here till I know my calling
Angles are above me now can you hear them sing
They are crisp and clear and they will stay with me
I will keep running till I will reach the end
I see the end of the tunnel and the light it sends
Keep on moving
No one in this life can make it through me
Keep on running
For my success I will be gunning
Keep on flying
For if I touch the ground I will be dying
Never give in, never shut down
Reach for the stars and don’t touch the ground
Because it won’t take too long if you keep on
I know that every fall makes me strong
But it getting back up that takes too long
For with every step I take the world will rearrange
And no matter what happens I will never be estranged
I will keep on climbing for there is now a top
No matter what you do you will never make me stop
Keep on moving
No one in this life can make it through me
Keep on running
For my success I will be gunning
Keep on flying
For if I touch the ground I will be dying
Never give in, never shut down
Reach for the stars and don’t touch the ground
Because it won’t take too long if you keep on
Yeah you gotta keep on moving
Yeah you gotta keep on running
Yes you gotta keep on flying
Keep on, keep on, keep on trying
Keep on moving
No one in this life can make it through me
Keep on running
For my success I will be gunning
Keep on flying
For if I touch the ground I will be dying
Never give in, never shut down
Reach for the stars and don’t touch the ground
Because it won’t take too long if you keep on
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A positive message that one of my best friends told me I wrote a draft for this years ago, but then I showed me her will and told me that she would love to hear this from the highlands of heaven. When I finish right the music for most the songs I will post on this website will be on my album called A Cartoon Hero's Heart. She was the kindest person I ever knew and loved everyone. I might not be able to talk to her now (she did not die she just moved away) I can still hear the words of encouragement.
Days like this remind me of being there right at the top
What everyone said about, yeah it could not be any more wrong
The sky might turn gray, but they can’t stop me with what they say
I know they will never quit, but I will never give up when they just sit
Where do we really go from here
They try to tear me down and bring me to tears
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me and this town
You try to talk about all these things and fail
Yeah long live this life and long live my tale
The demons keep trying to find a way to interfere
No matter what they do they can’t change my life or will
But never will I stand aside and let those demons in again
For if I give up then that will truly be the final end
Where do we really go from here
They try to tear me down and bring me to tears
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me and this town
You try to talk about all these things and fail
Oh long live this life yeah long live my tale
The try to make me run away from all my choices
But this life is a battle of a million different voices
You can’t stop me now you know everyone else can win
The biggest step in life is learning is that every step you take is new again
Where do we really go from here
They try to tear me down and bring me to tears
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me and this town
You try to talk about all these things and fail
So long live this life, yeah long live my tale
Why do they try to go and hide
You can’t bring down my soul with your darkness inside
You can’t shut me up, can’t bring me down
No matter what you say about me when my fears come around
You try to talk about all these things and make me cry and wail
Yes, long live this life yeah long live my tale,
For with all the things I know this is your tale.
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This one is harder to explain due to the fact that I came in a dream. but I was standing alone in a dark room next to a tree and this thing walked up to me calming I never could kill it's soul and the deed was not done, thought it would make an interesting song so when I woke up I began to work on it, take words from what it told me to how I replied. I never got to see who won though, an army of demon thingies, or me.
You know you never asked much as long as it pays
Dealings underneath the table is the way it always stayed
I think you know every time you won, you walked away
You though the deed was done but now the conditions changed
Thought you ended me assassination you always thought
But I wrote between the lines as you swung among
Never again will I die as my spirit flies awayyyyyyyyyyy
So try to end me today
You think game over is fun but the deed not done
You could not finish me off as you took your shot
Thought I was dead but I reignited instead
Now you better run for the deed is not done
Trembling in the lines as I rebuilt all my bones
The power inside me rest in side my very soul
Watch as I turn water in to my darkest blood
You think that it is time to begin to run
Holding on to truth that I have always knew
The deepest scars are the one black and blue
Orange and red are the colors of the blood in my head
How can you try to kill the dead?
You think game over is fun but the deed not done
You could not finish me off as you took your shot
Thought I was dead but I reignited instead
Now you better run for the deed is not done
(Switch Perspective)
No matter what you think you can not take my soul
For the fire inside is something you can never own
You hold on to this life as you feel the emptiness inside
My power’s burning, my brain is turning, now it is time to turn the tide
You were right the deed is for you to die
But what you say will never change me
Hold on to what you think, for it will be gone in a blink
For I will not run until the deed is done
Yeah I will not run until the deed is done.
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The world we know has begun to change
My friends, my home, my family are not the same
What did I do to feel this way
No longer safe to admit how I feel
Because I slave away trying to keep myself real
Why do I try to live every day…
Oh they take control of my whole body
I can’t think on my own because my demons are walking
For I want to have my own life
They don’t own me even if they saved me
For I have control why on earth can’t they see
For I want to live with any pain and strife
Don’t let the moment slip away
The rules are meant to break
Let us make are way today.
So hold on tight
For to live you got to fight
Away the better day
It is alright okay you got one move to make
So take off and fly
For I can taste the sky
Oh can you see me alone up on a hill
No more a strange because...I have my own will
I know what I have been missing all my days
For with one jump the world could be saved
For one jump is a world away
One portal home now I am in the clear
But I hold on tight so I can persevere
My dreams are brighter than the sun they say
Don’t let the moment slip away
The rules are meant to break
Let us make are way today.
So hold on tight
For to live you got to fight
Away the better day
It is alright okay you got one move to make
So take off and fly
For I can taste the sky
Oh can you see me alone up on a hill
No more a strange because...I have my own will
So don’t fight the feeling in you bone
And when you get the chance, give it all you know
For life is only a moment on the page
And when you die you start a new day…
So hold on tight
For to live you got to fight
Away the better day
It is alright okay you got one move to make
So take off and fly
For I can taste the sky
Oh can you see me alone up on a hill
No more a strange because...I have my own will.
No longer afraid of the world they made me feel
For I got my life and I got my will.
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We live with all these hopes and dreams
But now we are older the bag has ripped it’s seems
All the dreams we had and loved are all gone now
We stand all alone as scared as we back down
The reality hurts I know you know the pain
Remember “as long as you try, you can do it just the same”
What king of lies was the story they told
No longer is it true we all became to old
You back down because your scared no one can blame you for that choice
But now that we're older those choices hold a bigger voice
Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone am I still me?
I hate knowing I still grow older every day
If only these bad thoughts leave me and go away
No no I can't stand being alone anymore if you lead me
Because your my shining light with you I can see
Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone am I still me?
Now the days are gone
I wonder where did I go wrong
I see people remaining young
What did I do to deserve to watch everyone
There are days I hope
There are days I mope
But with one moment in life left
I tell these stories with no regrets
Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone am I still me?
Oh
Why can’t we remain young forever when we didn’t have to pay bills
Remember when we didn’t have to take this perception pills
When we were young when we were bold
Letting every single story unfold
Take a sip of cold sweet dreams
But now those days are gone I know I am me?
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My Apology
This road I have been on I have been on to long
Traveling into the darkness and everything I know is gone
I feel like I am starving my mind as it groans
But the pain is what made me that is all I know
I might be far off but I could not be any more right
I don’t know where I’m going but when I get there I will be the light
I always wanted to be a leader follow me to the pathways end
Forever leading people onwards the people I call my friends
Well I am sorry for living upon the bed I made
I'm just trying to make a living, yeah I need to get paid
So how many times do I have to apologize for things
I have no control of like all of my metiaitlity
I’m just trying to get by going far with getting high
I no longer want to apologise if I don’t touch the sky
People hold expectations for the thing they know I can’t do
I just want to stay in the good lane until my rent is due
Yeah so what if I become homeless and out of a job?
At least I used to have before I got robbed
Well I am still sorry for living life with no regrets
No can someone tell me what day it is because I forget
So how many times do I have to apologize for things
I have no control of like all of my mentality
I’m just trying to get by going far with getting high
I no longer want to apologize if I don’t touch the sky
And in the morning with that my flag flying high
Living in my imagination where no boundaries lie
Because the world I live in is not as good as the on I create
At least I have these friends with me even if you can’t see one’s face
So should I be sorry for all things I can control?
Like all of these problems I had from my birth and in my soul
Yeah all of my demon they keep on screaming to let them out
So with my life and my lemons I will create my on heaven and come about
No longer out of the clear it could not be clearer where I am going to go
But if you still want me to apologize for every single lie well my answer is never no
Dear everyone, I'm sorry for all my honesty that made me dig this hole.
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The message...
I am standing around looking at ground wonder how I came this far
But when I start digging I see no beginning on how I earned these scars
You can say I am getting tired of being on this high wire trying not to fall
Because at the end of the day people will say they don’t remember me at all
You know I have been trying to long
To find if people like these songs
Because if I try once again
I will find myself alone with no friends
So what is the point of living is it to give it all I got
Because the keep sinking my ship before it hit the dock
The purpose of all these words are falling down no point to lesson now
For all these things I don’t want to hear echoing all around
No longer want to be here because I can’t make it clear what I try to do
For also long as they try to make me say the things I know not to
It is a hard thing to find because it is a really thin line for I don’t want to miss this flight
For I know it is not fine to see the other sided because it looking down when you are high
You know I have been trying to long
To find if people like these songs
Because if I try once again
I will find myself alone with no friends
So what is the point of living is it to give it all I got
Because the keep sinking my ship before it hit the dock
The purpose of all these words are falling down no point to lesson now
For all these things I don’t want to hear echoing all around
So I no longer want to be a part of this conversation
Because I feel like a braged in with no invointaion
I am sorry if I interrupting anything important you had to say
I just want someone to know that I am going far away
No longer do I want to listen to myself
Because I am clear wrong for trying to be someone else
I am sorry if I hurt you in any way
For all of these problems in me will kill my soon today
So what is the point of living is it to give it all I got
Because the keep sinking my ship before it hit the dock
The purpose of all these words are falling down no point to lesson now
For all these things I don’t want to hear echoing all around
You know I am still sorry for what they now know
I promise you my friends that tomorrow's light will grow
You know that where I run you can never reach
But before I go I want to tell you all before the message...
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Will you let me breath?
Every time I am running from one thing or another it is all a bad dream
You can leave me to lie
In this bed I have made all things still seem to fall right by
Is it just me
Because everything is falling away no ending today
It is al cotatorphy
No one could save me because of the things I have done lately
I can’t say I am sorry
All the other things I have done are things that they said that I one
I am sorry for the broken road
And sinking boat that is trying to take us home
Were going far away
Away were no people can reach
Where sailing away
Into this lucid dream
So take my hand we all will be free
I know I deserve no trust
I built you a world and it is no good but see the demons in the rough
You know I still don’t have friends
But if I look for them I will find one soon but they don’t listen in the end
Is it just me
Because everything is falling away no ending today
It is all cotatorphy
No one could save me because of the things I have done lately
I can’t say I am sorry
All the other things I have done are things that they said that I one
I am sorry for the broken road
And sinking boat that is trying to take us home
Were going far away
Away were no people can reach
Where sailing away
Into this lucid dream
So take my hand we all will be free
I still I am sorry for all the things I did
But I want you to know my life I will give
You might not matter to most but I hold you close
For if only none should care I will be there
And if the one who should fall be me...I just want you to know
Somethings got to be
For on this broken road
It should never find yourself to be alone
Were going far away
Away where only one could reach
Were sailing away
Into this lucid dream
So take my hand we all will be free.
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Should I hope for the best
When the world will come to an end
Or should I stay right here
Thought I would get a chance to get some rest
But then my moments come again
No longer in the clear
You say the things we need
Is who we are supposed to be
But the trials never end
So are we really free
From what they want to see
Or are we going to live and forget
No longer counting the stars
For the lied from the start
They lie to me they can lie to you
From the bottom to where we are hung
Racing the air right out of my lungs
I no longer want to try unless you tell me to
Should I keep pushing on
From where we start to run
Of should I fall back down
I know this burden weighs a ton
But we have just begun
So grab my hand and go to the next town
Ohh
You say the things we need
Is who we are supposed to be
But the trials never end
So are we really free
From what they want to see
Or are we going to live and forget
No longer counting the stars
For the lied from the start
They lie to me they can lie to you
From the bottom to where we are hung
Racing the air right out of my lungs
I no longer want to try unless you tell me to
Yeah I no longer want to jump through these hoops
Because if we try we can we do what we want to do
Because there are lies but you have pulled me though
No longer counting the stars
For the lied from the start
They lie to me they can lie to you
From the bottom to where we are hung
Racing the air right out of my lungs
I no longer want to try unless you tell me to
I won’t follow you unless you need me to.
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I still find this fact sad
It is one of the only things I know
That we get what we have
With no chance to really grow
With every moment I lived
I did what was not true
So in this stupid world
What should we all do?
I am tired of finding no honor
In what they say
I am tired of finding no witness
For things that get in my way
I swear I am not doing anything that they say
Because the world couldn’t be any more wrong
They are all just living day by day
Trying to be what the world says is strong
It is not secret not to believe it but I find hard to find true
Should we go for these clicks or follow listen to this click inside even if they say it’s rude?
I still need to call my dad
I still need to call my home
But I don’t have any plans
I not famous but I know were still gold
I don’t want any of your grass
Even if you say it’s what is right
I am sorry if I sound mad
But I am turning out toward the light
I feel like I have grown weak
Into what world wants
Have I really hit my peak?
Or should I just sober up?
I swear I am not doing anything that they say
Because the world couldn’t be any more wrong
They are all just living day by day
Trying to be what the world says is strong
It is not secret not to believe it but I find hard to find true
Should we go for these clicks or follow listen to this click inside even if they say it’s rude?
We are a group of people that is stuck in the black
That want to forget us but we keep coming back
So is there a good part to life’s overture?
In all this drama so are you really sure?
Has it been 3:30 can end this song?
I just want to hang out with people like you, even if they say it’s wrong
I swear I am not doing anything that they say
Because the world couldn’t be any more wrong
They are all just living day by day
Trying to be what the world says is strong
It is not secret not to believe it but I find hard to find true
Should we go for these clicks or follow listen to this click inside even if they say it’s rude?
So does it all end even if I am though?
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Move Your Feet
The world is moving right to the past
And while were running we can not look back
With one step into the new dawn
With one leap keep moving your feet and we can carry on
Take your wings and taste the sky
Because the wings are meant for you to fly
So don’t slow down no matter what they say
For if you stop moving the light will fade away
No don’t you stop running don’t slow down
Never again will you feet touch the ground
The world is moving on so shall we
For as long as we keep running
No matter what the world can do
We know you can make it though
Oh no never stop go to the place your not
For as long as the road is here the path is very clear
So don’t stop moving your legs and feet
For only you can taste the speed
Times have gotten hard but you know that
So don’t let them push you down keep on pushing back
Don’t live to know only regrets
Keep on moving so you don’t forget
That as long as you try to keep moving on
Your heart will always remain strong
No longer should you let your fear sink in
For as long as mange that you will always win
Know the world is not revolving around the sun today
For if you keep running it spins your way
The world is moving on so shall we
For as long as we keep running
No matter what the world can do
We know you can make it though
Oh no never stop go to the place your not
For as long as the road is here the path is very clear
So don’t stop moving your legs and feet
For only you can taste the speed
The world is a pretty sight at the speed of light
So spread your wings above this world and take flight
Let the world move around you in a blur
As the moment to move will occur
Let the colors inside you light up and grow
For you moments has come for you to go
The world is moving on so shall we
For as long as we keep running
No matter what the world can do
We know you can make it though
Oh no never stop go to the place your not
For as long as the road is here the path is very clear
So don’t stop moving your legs and feet
For only you can taste the speed
Yeah all this life has made you free
Now all you gotta do is take the leap
Just show the world who they should see
Just as long as you keep moving your feet!
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Let the colors flow by you now
As they now longer can bring you down
You can taste the clouds in the sky
Look down as the world knows your high
With one step you are already miles away
No one will bring you down today
So show them how your made
One jump and your in outer space
One leap and you can fly away
Let the colors keep flying by
As you float into the final goodbye
Let the reality around you brake
You have no limits there is no gauge
Yeah show them why you're here
No longer going to back down to your fears
Let the the blur move on forever like a lasting star
For you time has come to show who you are
Let the whole world see your light
For with every step you put up a fight
No longer sitting in the gutter down
Your in the stars far from your town
Let the world shimmer and shake
For the only thing that really matters is what you make
With one step you move to what you need
With just a leap you will find your true speed
Let the colors keep flying by
As you float into the final goodbye
Let the reality around you brake
You have no limits there is no gauge
Yeah show them why you're here
No longer going to back down to your fears
Let the the blur move on forever like a lasting star
For you time has come to show who you are
Your not weak even what they say
Show them it is who you are to make a new way
Let the colors fly by as you make an unlimited reach
Next time the talk down to you show them to practice what they preach
Let the colors keep flying by
As you float into the final goodbye
Let the reality around you brake
You have no limits there is no gauge
Yeah show them why you're here
No longer going to back down to your fears
Let the the blur move on forever like a lasting star
For you time has come to show who you are.
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I know I have tried hard but no matter where we are
You gotta keep pushing on and keep chasing all the stars
Don’t sit there counting all you loses just keep on counting victories
You can something out of nothing because of all the endless possibilities
There is no where you can go but you keep on running showing everyone you are free
Now look at the lights inside you and show them what they need to see
You know you can keep on moving around because no one limited your imagination
Now when you all out of ideas keep on moving and show there is no better creation
Don’t stop reaching for the stars
Keep on running and you will get real far
You know now it your time
Stand back and let it unwind
The books story need to be tod
And there is no perfect story then the one you will unfold
So tell them to stand back
For the time has come on your track
The words of someone better doesn't matter too
The only thing is what is important to you
So no ever real wanted limits show them there no limit on you
For life can be harder diamonds and certain kinds of people are as rare too
The sky is shining with millions of stars and there is no limit on them
For as space is really endless show them that you time has began
Now the stories told before are ageless and as old as they have been told
Written on pieces of paper but yours are written on plates of gold
Now no one can push down motion energy like this can’t be stopped
Now everyone has the spirit but very few have the heart
Don’t stop reaching for the stars
Keep on running and you will get real far
You know now it your time
Stand back and let it unwind
The books story need to be tod
And there is no perfect story then the one you will unfold
So tell them to stand back
For the time has come on your track
The words of someone better doesn't matter too
The only thing is what is important to you
So in the end does it matter what anyone does today
I think it does so don’t banter when something wrong comes your way
Lift up your head and your heart now and lend and hand to those in need
And if they toss you down keep on laughing they have a made a mistake indeed
Don’t stop reaching for the stars
Keep on running and you will get real far
You know now it your time
Stand back and let it unwind
The books story need to be tod
And there is no perfect story then the one you will unfold
So tell them to stand back
For the time has come on your track
The words of someone better doesn't matter too
The only thing is what is important to you
For if what I said is right then there is only one thing to do
Don’t ever give up even when you have nothing for you can get on though.
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Goodbye
Every good day must come to an end
Even if it is just a moment of joy that is sent
I am still sorry for everything you know I have done
Even if was right and especially if it is wrong
A memory can carry all the weight in the world
Even when it seems it is nothing when it comes at first
I can never ask forgiveness because you would know
The hardest things in life can help you grow
Never again will I let other things come before these moments that are hard to find
Laughter, and joy will go away too
You know that all these moments are made here and will always be in my mind
But the sound of your sadness come though
I will stand by your side even if I am not strong
I will support what you say even when it is wrong
My spirit is forever but most I know are not
So when it comes to these moments I give them everything I got
Well I know you are lonely but I am in the sky
So even when I am gone I will never truly die
These memories you made of me will never come to an end
For the world could stop moving but I will be you friend
The message is not for someone special in my heart
No one could do that if they tried to
No one could close these eyes forever for a start
But if they do I will give my soul for you
I will stand by if you need me because my soul remains the same
No matter who I am this message will remain
No matter the cause of the world breaking in two
I will put it together If you told me to
No matter if no light can shine though I will stand in the darkness
Hold on to the song keep it in your heart all of this time
I will stand by your side even if I am not strong
I will support what you say even when it is wrong
My spirit is forever but most I know are not
So when it comes to these moments I give them everything I got
I will stand by if you need me because my soul remains the same
No matter who I am this message will remain
No matter the cause of the world breaking in two
I will put it together If you told me to
Your life line I hold it in my mind
Even if I slowly break the wheels of time
I jump into the water to see this joy
Hold on to those of moments no matter the noise.
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It's sad but we all know
The world has had it’s time to grow
But it is near its end
The life has I had is gone
And it has not even be 30 years long
Now that the pain has begun
The world is just a sad one
And we can not run
So do we stop where they began
Is what they told us real
Is it a lie they steal
From someone else that I did send
Well I can not run any more
But these moments are the one we can’t ignore
So do we keep living like this
But I keep fighting this ignorance
So may the moments give enough
But this is where I am stuck
Can we just live with the things I have done
Or is it all be over run?
It has been 21 years from the time
That I was on the bed to die
From then I have moved on
But all the souls still regret
For the moments I can’t forget
For the things I should not have done
It is been a long run now
But I need to back down
So do I steep back of this stone
The stage curtains will fall
On this life they called
And now I am all alone
Well I can not run any more
But these moments are the one we can’t ignore
So do we keep living like this
But I keep fighting this ignorance
So may the moments give enough
But this is where I am stuck
Can we just live with the things I have done
Or is it all be over run?
These moments are gone my friends are now have died
So where do I go from this war
This life of mine has come to an end so goodbye
Mom I am sorry for the things at my core
Well now that my souls are stuck
It should I leave this luck
And show my life is over again
So another chance has gone in the wind.
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Where Is Home?
May I still back and watch before the people hurt what is inside me
Before they get close and toss why can they just let me be
Give no reason to be there no need to sick around just slip away
So there is no reason to care no there is nothing to say
Wake up to the morning sun
Wake up because you know you have to go so start to run
Take a step and don’t look back
Find the pieces of what you lack
Put them together and find your road
For when you find a way you’ll already be home
Yeah I just want to be home
No one can hurt me if I remain alone
No matter what they say nothing is set in stone
Nothing can be like that is not how life goes
Yeah they will get in your way
But even the problems start today
Cast them off and let them fall away
But that is what they all say
I know it’s hard to find the truth in a world that is full of deadly fires
But if they don’t have the proof consider them all to be lairs
No matter what stories they tell they are wrong no need to listen
So back them down because they let you fell no need to follow admission
Take a step and don’t look back
Find the pieces of what you lack
Put them together and find your road
For when you find a way you’ll already be home
Yeah I just want to be home
No one can hurt me if I remain alone
No matter what they say nothing is set in stone
Nothing can be like that is not how life goes
Yeah they will get in your way
But even the problems start today
Cast them off and let them fall away
But that is what they all say
So where is my home
Is it in the stars where I need to go
So get up and let your colors show
For they will never come what they know
(some may never know)
What is the point of standing still in the middle of the dark
Can you feel the splashing wave just slowly rip you apart
I was reaching out for someone's hand to take me away from here
Then I felt someone’s grasp and take away all my fears
Yeah I just found my new home
No one can hurt me for I am never alone
No matter what they say nothing is set in stone
Nothing can change me like that is not how life goes
Yeah they will never get in my way
For the problems will never start today
Cast them old ones off and let them fall away
Because this is how I am and nothing could push me down because home is where I stay.
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I never dreamt the worst would come
Banging on the door shouting at the top of it lungs
But now the door has fallen
Death is in the room and now is calling
Walk up with a paper for me to sign
And now I am walking a thin line
But he forgot the paper and is really upset
So the death get out of the way do waste your breath
Now I am out of this broken line
I know they were wrong all this time
Now that my life was over
I wasted time among the clovers
But now I am back from the edge no longer dead
So stand out of the way otherwise I show the side where death is lead
Now a new page has just stated
No one will fall without a purpose
No the they war in my mind is stopping now none can bring me down
Left to the grave no one can ever know that they coldest thing is the underground
Maybe the stars will start to shine
When the pain has final left my mind
But here I will keep my stand
Because it is with hopes that make the man
So the time is now mine
To show where they will walk the line
So spit and scof all you want
No matter what you say to have no room to talk
With blood trickling down my neck
I will no longer waste my breath
Now that my life was over
I wasted time among the clovers
But now I am back from the edge no longer dead
So stand out of the way otherwise I show the side where death is lead
Now a new page has just stated
No one will fall without a purpose
No the they war in my mind is stopping now none can bring me down
Left to the grave no one can ever know that they coldest thing is the underground
Now that my life was over
I wasted time among the clovers
But now I am back from the edge no longer dead
So stand out of the way otherwise I show the side where death is lead
Now a new page has just stated
No one will fall without a purpose
No the they war in my mind is stopping now none can bring me down
Left to the grave no one can ever know that they coldest thing is the underground.
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I will never give in to the darkest within the people might strike me down but I am the last on of my kind...
Walking down this broken road
A road that should not be walked alone
They set fire to the homes and chapels of stone
And now I fixed the broken bones
But I will not give in
Not going to let those demons slip into my skin
Only 17 and ready to redeem
The fact that I am only stronger in this pin
I have been waiting for my moment
Lying in wait to overthrow it
So pass him up with a blinding cut
Let him lie down with the dogs in their pit
Let them say what they think
I will watch them burn beside the fires in a blink
Let the sign the papers with the smallest kink
They watch all of their hopes just sink
I feel the darkness inside my soul
I not going to pass on the things that they told
Not passing out without no doubt
So tell them the knowledge is not going to be sold
You may want to stand down all your men
With this message I about to send
So lay them down and take the crown
And if you want to kill next time you make sure I am dead
Look around you can you say that you are proud?
To one last breath before you left
Know that the ashes you make will fall to the ground
Watched your whole kingdom rise on the blood that was poured
You have come to watch me die but it my turn to leave you sore
I can feel the blood pump to my head
You cast me out and left me for dead
The scars that were made were left to ignite the battle that lead
An assassin was made angry and you made your bed
You will be lucky if you get to see my face
One rock has killed mightier men in your place
You get called a king but I think that it stings
To have a lie hurt harder than a mace
You want honesty but you didn’t learn your lesson
Try to taste you own medicine
With a blur of the warmest steal
For the pain is the only thing I feel
Can you feel the tensions rise
With one man you can turn the tide
But this war will end in your disaster
Light the powers I will kill you faster
Think you smart enough to avoid my blade
But you have already made biggest your mistake
Think you got a way real quick
But like I have said your bed has already been made
You think you won years ago
But you only made me angered me now I am on my toes
You may have thought you got my body cold
But I am warmer than a star you know?
Look around you can you say that you are proud?
To one last breath before you left
Know that the ashes you make will fall to the ground
Watched your whole kingdom rise on the blood that was poured
You have come to watch me die but it my turn to leave you sore
I won’t give into the dark
I am the light
Just the smallest spark
Can brighten up the night
Look around you can you say that you are proud?
To one last breath before you left
Know that the ashes you make will fall to the ground
Watched your whole kingdom rise on the blood that was poured
You have come to watch me die but it my turn to leave you sore.
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Don’t pay attention to me I just a passer
With reckless endangerment I seek disaster
I know am a dangerous guy
Lying for my moment to touch the sky
I started just the same as you
But when my hand touched the blade the demons grew
You won’t even see my face
For my motto is leave no trace
And now deep down all I want is blood
The taste of it is all I love
So with no free will in me left
I know that I will no longer get such rest
The night is fallen down into the dark
Restless people are the one who find the sparks
The ones who hold knowledge will lose it all
And the ones who are mighty will all fall
And those who try to find the guiding light
May be corrupted seeing what's on the other side
Don’t mind the hours they just slip on by
You won’t even notice time when you die
I one blow the air will be out of the chest
Forever is never in the night of death
You won’t believe the thing I have seen
Death is a stalker and his dagger glims
So why do we keep on fight resent
When I am through with life I know where I am sent
I am a danger more to other than myself
Death a dagger that sharpens itself
No more will I watch my friends die
I will just fight on the better side
The night is fallen down into the dark
Restless people are the one who find the sparks
The ones who hold knowledge will lose it all
And the ones who are mighty will all fall
And those who try to find the guiding light
May be corrupted seeing what's on the other side
I will no longer keep looking back
For the time that I have been here all I think about is the past
Not going down not with out a fight
With the demons feasting on the fading light
The night is fallen down into the dark
Restless people are the one who find the sparks
The ones who hold knowledge will lose it all
And the ones who are mighty will all fall
And those who try to find the guiding light
May be corrupted seeing what's on the other side.
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Good morning sunshine, ready for a mood drop?
Time to get ready for another day on the job
I have noticed that still no one knows anything
Let me begin with the truth if you call it a lie that I bring
Born in 03 but raised like a 70’s kid
Adopted from a family who had their hit list
By hit list I don’t mean people they want dead
I am just talking about the things they sent to their head
One only family member I can know strait
It is pretty sad to think that we can never relate
When I was three had problems in my brian
Went to the hospital and that’s when everything changed
Now I am growing up constantly getting flashes
Of things I never seen or done my mind just crashes
I feel pain and emotion but they happen at random
Nothing can affect the things that they have done
You might think you know me but there are things you can’t guess
It might sound like a story but you are not ready then
Can you see the fire dust of all the things I’ve seen
Please someone let me wake up let this life be just a dream
I feel like a have more lives but I am out of quarters
At age seven a plane hit me right over
I have a heart rate that can bring back all the dead
And the those drugs my parents take are stuck in my head
You know caffeine? well I can get drunk on it
I am only 17 and I looking at staying in a cockpit
Inner demons? Think they don’t exist?
Why mine can beat me up due to my ignorance
I can’t not sleep if it is past two am
I have tried everything but only when they offer them
I have so many problems I need extra comforting
Who ever heard of a 17 year old talk to toy like they are living
Every year I go to Georgia on a low budget salary
A place where dreams are a reality
But have you ever really drowned a dream?
Nearly drowned in the lake twice and no one even noticed me
Do you know what is like to be broke
But even when they get cash it like I wear an invisibility cloak
You might know thing but you could be wrong
I put it in poety in a stupid song
So when I grow up and look back
I can remember the life I never had
You know that my whole life I have been fighting
And I have not yet won
I am barely surviving
But the voice are never done
Can you hear them too?
I taste there voices in my throat
They speak of your doom
The ship has sunk and I need to float
I taste more than I need
As blood runs down my tongue
It feels like liquidity
Of the thing they have done
No one I know who I am
Take back the time again
So when the time is over done
Know I was honest once.
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An Ageless Love
Take time to let me go
I'm tired of being held this close
To far away to keep me warm
I was set up by your inner strom
Can you feel the rain tumbling down
As they hit the ground without a sound
It arouds away this scared road
As if it was made of sand not stone
Overnight the lightning strikes
It lights up all the night
But it destroys whatever it does touch
Reminds me of our love
I will not stand down I will not give up
For even the broken shall know love
I know I will feel the hurt on the broken line
But I will never let your choices rip me from your sided
So take your time to show me how
And try to toss me down
The days grow older than ever
They grow harsher than your stormy weather
Being lonely can truly do more than kill
If you keep falling you know I love you still
You sing us songs about redemption
But still it seems no one will pay attention
Just like a feral animal on the prowl
You can only let a whimpering out
I will not stand down I will not give up
For even the broken shall know love
I know I will feel the hurt on the broken line
But I will never let your choices rip me from your sided
So take your time to show me how
And try to toss me down
You say it is hard to try I say it is hard to fight
But nothing in heaven, earth, or hell will take away the light
So don’t give in to the old your soul is not yet sold
Just like a light cutting in the dark the truth is bold
So I will not stand down low or set away your soul
For someone has to love the broken so I take that hold…
I will not stand down I will not give up
For even the broken shall know love
I know I will feel the hurt on the broken line
But I will never let your choices rip me from your sided
So take your time to show me how
And try to toss me down
So let me light I match see we can be found
No matter what you I will not shut you out
No matter what happens love I will stick around.
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Yeah I keep playing yeah I mess around
But I still not changing anything in this town
No matter how long I beg I get cast right down
I just can't see why I still have not been found
The water I am wading has become knee deep
And I can’t swim or even really sleep
I am feeling so cold as I feel the water on my feet
So if I drown I want you to know what secrets I keep
I am tired of just lying in wait
I feel the need of the leap of faith
But I am bound down with these chains
No more likely to die than live life
In the life my family gives strife
So no more I am now in the highest hight
I know it may look like I am still very loｗ
But at least I still have what I own
Who needs more than that to grow
For I still have everything I want in my soul
I know it is harder to find the right path
Than to wonder the roads in the west
So follow the road less taken by the mast
And find the way you need to grasp
I am tired of just lying in wait
I feel the need of the leap of faith
But I am bound down with these chains
No more likely to die than live life
In the life my family gives strife
So no more I am now in the highest height
Roundly spinning yeah spinning around
Flying farther from the ground
Why should I walk away from my biggest fears
I chose to face them in the better years
I am tired of just lying in wait
I feel the need of the leap of faith
But I am bound down with these chains
No more likely to die than live life
In the life my family gives strife
So no more I am now in the highest height
I am tired of just lying in wait
I feel the need of the leap of faith
But I am bound down with these chains
No more likely to die than live life
In the life my family gives strife
So no more I am now in the highest height.
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I know someone will have to take the fall for others...my time is not now but it will come someday, my whole life has been leading up for it and I am not happy with it but I will still gladly do it.
I am spending time knocking on every door
Asking for directions to where I was before
But every step I take lead me away from where I want to be
Can someone save before the waves over take me?
Please
The walls of these caves lead your voice astray
I think some else is end there that needs to be saved
But now I have jumped in and I begin to sink
Can someone lend me there longs I need to breath
Can you see the waves?
I feel them as I fall into space
I know that I am going insane
With the voice that won’t go away
What if these voices are wrong?
And I have been dead all along?
Why do the questions I need answers too
No one can answer because they don’t have a clue?
What can I do?
I just keep slipping on though
I am being pulled down by these heavy weights
My abilities kill me oh they just seal my fate
And everyone laughs at me as a begin to drown
As I keep sinking though w world with no ground
Do you care now?
My sadness, my sorrow I know no one feels
So am I insane is all this pain still real?
Well if no one cares about my struggles do I begin change?
I think I don’t like to talk about this because I feel so ashamed…
The voice inside my brain
Can you see the waves?
I feel them as I fall into space
I know that I am going insane
With the voice that won’t go away
What if these voices are wrong?
And I have been dead all along?
Why do the questions I need answers too
No one can answer because they don’t have a clue?
What can I do?
I just keep slipping on though
I am not like them, I am not like them!
I can swim, I can swim!
But still should they drown, should they drown?
What if they touch the ground? The broken ground!
Should I go back down even if it let my family down?
I am sorry mother and father for taking this path
I myself suffer than let anyone suffer last!
Can you see the waves?
I feel them as I fall into space
I know that I am going insane
With the voice that won’t go away
I know that you can remain strong
For I will take the fall long
For if the power in remains
I would save the other that need to be saved
You have not yet lived your life
I will take away your pain and strife
So before I know I will fall
You chain that weighs you down...I will take them all.
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The Other Things
The world only seems to shut us out
So who are they to bring us down
The words they say always come and shout
So why do we allow them to stick around
They say to live you have to follow rules
But the world only care about themselves
So should we listen to the sour tunes
Or should we show them all something else?
But who am I to choose the road that's been chosen?
Who am I in the middle of their plan?
I just wish that his open arms remain open,
But who can save me from they say I am?
I feel like a slave to what they want of me,
I want to be something of my own,
Powerless to being able to think
But if I do I have to sit alone
I remember my youth when I grew up
Being hated and never loved
Being told about the pain of the scorching sun
But I was left out till I succumbed
So who can say where this road will lead me?
No one seems to care about what happens next,
So I just hope the road is not yet ending,
Because I am not ready yet…
So may the world learn to save goodbyes
I no longer care to fit into their eyes
What they want I could never be
I no one person from T.V.
Oh I don’t care what the all just think
As long as I find what makes me free…
This open road will not remain open,
We're heading out to seek what can't be found,
So choose to live a life away where it can't be broken,
Because I am not one to stick around!
This open road will not remain open,
We're heading out to seek what can't be found,
So choose to live a life away where it can't be broken,
Because I am not one to stick around!
So the might have me chained down
But I will still not touch the ground...
This open road will not remain open,
We're heading out to seek what can't be found,
So choose to live a life away where it can't be broken,
Because I am not one to stick around!
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A Note of Death
Can someone tell me why do I try
Can someone tell me why I do this?
When the morning come I cry
Because I think it is the darkness
One day I know I will be strong
But I am hoping that day will soon come
Because I am tired of being weak and wrong
Because when I look back there is not one thing I’ve done
So should I just give up this stupid life
I am tired of being something less
So here are the keys to my strife
Take them I don’t want to breathe this breath
So can I give up?
When the world is crumbling and I am stuck
Can I give in?
When the world is succumbing to all it sin
I am tired of being told I can only feel one way
I only what other people happiness at the end of the day
So if you are looking around and hate what you see
Here is the only important thing no one really matters
Except when you are told to be
I am tired of regretting something I do everyday
Maybe I can forget everything I have done
So does it really matter if you don’t listen to what I say
So can I give in to the darkness and leave the things I love
You say things will get better but what if you lied?
Maybe it does not matter I just want to end the pain
So will it be better if I go off and find a good place to die
I will take the gun and the lead bullet to my brain
So why do you cry I know it is not real
You keep lying to me about how you feel
I will watch the sorrow on my face and cut it with steal
Because it will feel better than the sorrow full meal
So can I give up?
When the world is crumbling and I am stuck
Can I give in?
When the world is succumbing to all it sin
I am tired of being told I can only feel one way
I only what other people happiness at the end of the day
So if you are looking around and hate what you see
Here is the only important thing no one really matters
Except when you are told to be
I just want to fall over away
Because I could not care what the people say
I just want to die
So don’t you stop me as I fly
So can I give up?
When the world is crumbling and I am stuck
Can I give in?
When the world is succumbing to all it sin
I am tired of being told I can only feel one way
I only what other people happiness at the end of the day
So if you are looking around and hate what you see
Here is the only important thing no one really matters
Except when you are told to be.
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Going under!
I'm stressing, stressing, feel my pain?
I don’t want to move on rejecting everything you say
On and on without a name
You keep on lying to me and you say you are okay
Well I would love to stick around but the fear keeps on climbing
Don’t want to stay here just because I am deciding
Just go, go
The devil may laugh but I can see his hand
Rejected by humanity because I know their plans
Oh oh
Just let the darkness fall, not going to let them take over today
Just let the darkness fall, just give them a shot to the brain
We’re going under
Can you feel the thunder?
Put down by six feet!
Let them lie where they sleep!
We’re going under
Kill those who plundered
Put them down when they lie!
Put it right between their eyes!
Fear is rising in my head once again
But I will not turn back it too late to go away from here
Push me down and call me friend
How can you lie to yourself now I wipe away more than your tear
You think you outsmarted me but I am not your kind
I find you when I seek you, you can never hide
Go, go
I could watch the world burn for they did the same
Try to get from the past but you can’t run away
Oh, oh
Just let the darkness fall, not going to let them take over today
Just let the darkness fall, just give them a shot to the brain
We’re going under
Can you feel the thunder?
Put down by six feet!
Let them lie where they sleep!
We’re going under
Kill those who plundered
Put them down when they lie!
Put it right between their eyes!
Well I would love to stick around but the fear keeps on climbing
Don’t want to stay here just because I am deciding
Just go, go
The devil may laugh but I can see his hand
Rejected by humanity because I know their plans
Oh oh
You think you outsmarted me but I am not your kind
I find you when I seek you, you can never hide
Go, go
I could watch the world burn for they did the same
Try to get from the past but you can’t run away
Oh, oh
Just let the darkness fall, not going to let them take over today
Just let the darkness fall, just give them a shot to the brain,
Just let the darkness fall, not going to let them take over today
Just let the darkness fall, just give them a shot to the brain
We’re going under
Can you feel the thunder?
Put down by six feet!
Let them lie where they sleep!
We’re going under
Kill those who plundered
Put them down when they lie!
Yeah you are going under...
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The Real Click
Can you feel the echoes calling you?
They push you where they wanted to
I know we have been falling down
I say it is hard because they don’t hear that sound
The voice in my head they know no peace
I can’t them go and I can’t get sleep
I know what they say they are in my mind
But do they have control of what is going on inside?
The wall hold the shadows of the face I still have not gotten to meet
So long to the stranger thing there is no one stranger than me
So the click in my ear has gotten loud
Can someone else hear the sound?
It clicks on and on and on
Can you hear the click in my ear?
It moves my thought and makes them clear
In moves though all I want
But soon I realize one little thing
Who is in control of the better me?
Am I the only one I will ever know
Who deal with the demons inside the soul
I know my purpose is small and sweet
But I don’t ever want to stop moving these feet
Will I ever know what is rightful mine
Is it hidden in plain sight or is it in my mind
I can say that I glad to have these friends
But I think they are driving me mad in the end
The wall hold the shadows of the face I still have not gotten to meet
So long to the stranger thing there is no one stranger than me
So the click in my ear has gotten loud
Can someone else hear the sound?
It clicks on and on and on
Can you hear the click in my ear?
It moves my thought and makes them clear
In moves though all I want
But soon I realize one little thing
Who is in control of the better me?
So will I ever know
If I should let them go?
They are inside my soul
But are they good enough, am I good enough, should I let them show?
So the click in my ear has gotten loud
Can someone else hear the sound?
It clicks on and on and on
Can you hear the click in my ear?
It moves my thought and makes them clear
In moves though all I want
But soon I realize one little thing
Who is in control of the better me?
So what should I do if you hear the clicking noise
Should I give into it or let it…(clicking noise)
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Life In Motion
With every step
Hold me close to your chest
Let me feel you heart beat on
Let is beat on like a drum
Don’t let me fall
Whenever you raise you know I’ll call
Because I don’t know you hand but I care not
For I want to give you whatever I got
With every step we take
Know that I will move with that leap of faith
This is the life of motion
Moving without a notion
For who I am I to care what happens next
The next step will be the very best
Better than all the rest
Even bad luck would make me hexed
I swear to you the next moment is waiting
So with no hesitating
The life in motion will go unchecked
Who cares what they say?
Let them come on this way
For they wear chain that bring them down
All they ever know is the solid ground
Don’t hold me back
I will move on no more showing lacks
For when they see them I start to crack
So unleash the power for the the time I track
With every moment we have lost
All the time we have turned and tossed
This is the life of motion
Moving without a notion
For who I am I to care what happens next
The next step will be the very best
Better than all the rest
Even bad luck would make me hexed
I swear to you the next moment is waiting
So with no hesitating
The life in motion will go unchecked
I guess it time to move on
Keep your head up show them your strong
No matter what will happen now
Don’t let their thought bring you down
For you moment will come to show
So let the shine in you glow
This is the life of motion
Moving without a notion
For who I am I to care what happens next
The next step will be the very best
Better than all the rest
Even bad luck would make me hexed
I swear to you the next moment is waiting
So with no hesitating
The life in motion will go unchecked
This has been a life in motion...
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I wonder what I am missing out on
Is there something going on today
All the friends around me all have gone
Do they never wanted to stay
So now I can say I am all alone
But maybe that want I need to see
Can you feel the power that shakes my bones
Telling you that I am free
So your chains no longer hold me down
No matter what you say
So I feel the power inside you running out
But I have only begun to shine this way
So I will keep finding the better way
So should I stop running of course
Find myself in one other time
So should the stop trying to use the force
That keep pushing others out of mind
But now I keep slipping on this icy road
No where else to run to now
So can I find peace and go back home
Even when they just tie me down
So your chains no longer hold me down
No matter what you say
So I feel the power inside you running out
But I have only begun to shine this way
So I will keep finding the better way
So your chains no longer hold me down
No matter what you say
So I feel the power inside you running out
But I have only begun to shine this way
So I will keep finding the better way
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Random thoughts
I still think we are all alright,
Trying to stop every fight,
Never really picking sides holding me
So the scars are shining like the stars
Hoping to make it far,
Can you say it’s alright promise me
So let the rain fall down,
Listen to it hit the ground,
Can you hear that sound like a dream?
So when the world runs out of light,
Who will stand and who will fight?
Yeah I know the times have gotten hard
Maybe they will give us a new card
And let us restart only in are dreams
So let them make a fake left
Holding on not wasting your breath
And dream about this bass clef in the sea
Just as long as you will remember me
No longer scared of what is out there
No longer wait for life to get fair
Can we stop the tide
The moment it begins to rise
And looking for the light from the sea
Can the salty air and crashing waves
Forget the things we say
The promises that were made are secret things
So let the sky fall down
Hit the ground right now
And bring everyone else around imaginary
So when the world runs out of light,
Who will stand and who will fight?
Yeah I know the times have gotten hard
Maybe they will give us a new card
And let us restart only in are dreams
So let them make a fake left
Holding on not wasting your breath
And dream about this bass clef in the sea
Just as long as you will remember me
No longer scared of what is out there
No longer wait for life to get fair
Can you hear the bass dropping in?
Just one more time and it goes like this
No longer scared of what is out there
No longer wait for life to get fair
Yeah I know the times have gotten hard
Maybe they will give us a new card
And let us restart only in are dreams
So let them make a fake left
Holding on not wasting your breath
And dream about this bass clef in the sea
Just as long as you will remember me
No longer scared of what is out there
No longer wait for life to get fair.
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Out With A Bang
Fame gives all the wrong message...
It could not be as high as I want
But it is sad to know what is not
But I will fight with this passion and flame
I will go out with a bang
No I no longer want to be part of this party
Yeah the people keep talking about things and will con thee
So why should we say to listen to the those who lies
Fame could never be too important when money only buys
So do we need to receive special attention?
Because those who are famous never learn the right lessons
You keep crawling down on your knees
But who are you pleasing when there are others in need?
It could not be as high as I want
But it is sad to know what is not
But I will fight with this passion and flame
I will go out with a bang
So call me crazy but I know my place
But the great actors are not too great
And the singer don’t know the songs they sang
I will be fine as long as I go out with a bang
The is not right side only a darkside and a left
The spokesmen keep talking but they waste your breath
They raise the bar on all of the expectations
But I not sure if I want to be famous
Why should I care for my own problems
When I can help others who alone can not solve them
So if you are left alone and are at the edge
Do you want to be famous or have one good friend?
It could not be as high as I want
But it is sad to know what is not
But I will fight with this passion and flame
I will go out with a bang
So call me crazy but I know my place
But the great actors are not too great
And the singer don’t know the songs they sang
I will be fine as long as I go out with a bang
So take me down with a bang
Claim I am insane
You might never remember my name
But I never want that, why should I beg for that, no one could deal with that flame
So when your done dealing with the card you are given
Know that cards are always one sided and you should keep on living
It could not be as high as I want
But it is sad to know what is not
But I will fight with this passion and flame
I will go out with a bang
So call me crazy but I know my place
But the great actors are not too great
And the singer don’t know the songs they sang
I will be fine as long as I go out with a bang
I might not be deadly or kind
But who I am is in the darkest part of my mind
But I will not ever no my real name
At least I will go out with a bang
So raise your glasses to the wrong type
I not telling you to stop do whatever you like
I rather be honest rather than famous
Because I don’t want to live knowing it is not enough
So forgive me if i stay in only one lane
I just don’t want to want to be just the same
For who really cares if I go out with a bang.
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An On Going War
I’ve fallen fallen gone insane
Now the time has come for the whole world to begin to waken
It comes and comes once again
Turn your back on me but now it seem it my turn to begin
Your luck has fallen down from the wire
You toss and turn when you under fire
So leave just leave
You might not expect me but you can no longer run
What will you do now that you see the barrel of the gun
Leave leave
So run away
You can’t risk your life today
So run away
Because under the pressure you will break
(The fall has come now
So bring them all down)
Can’t fight what is inside
No more I can’t hide
(So take the fight here
Make them see clear)
Can’t fight them anymore
Won the battle but not the war
They have taken taken all I have
Run out of room now I am empty handed
I have tripped and tripped and now I’m down
Can you blame me I have tried too hard and now they are standing
Your luck has fallen down from the wire
You toss and turn when you under fire
So leave just leave
You might not expect me but you can no longer run
What will you do now that you see the barrel of the gun
Leave leave
So run away
You can’t risk your life today
So run away
Because under the pressure you will break
(The fall has come now
So bring them all down)
Can’t fight what is inside
No more I can’t hide
(So take the fight here
Make them see clear)
Can’t fight them anymore
Won the battle but not the war
So run away
You can’t risk your life today
So run away
Because under the pressure you will break
(The fall has come now
So bring them all down)
Can’t fight what is inside
No more I can’t hide
(So take the fight here
Make them see clear)
Can’t fight them anymore
Won the battle but not the war
Can’t fight them anymore
Won the battle but not the war.
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From Reality
Take me away into the open air
Higher than a kite and living without a care
Finding a place between these hopes and dreams
Find a place away from reality
Make your dreams big and think out of this box
Because if no one does that we will all be lost
Make this world small for but as wild as the woods
But never leave me or we would be lost for good
And never forget the hope that we’ve chased
For the moment that came will never be replaced
By always sitting alone all on your own
Don’t live like that for what come next will lead you home
Every picture we take will let are memories track
So never let me go and don't look back...
Take me away into the open air
Higher than a kite and living without a care
Finding a place between these hopes and dreams
Find a place away from reality
You know when your lost you can be found
So take off and never touch the ground
So live life like no one else can see
For you found a home away from reality
Learn to forgive what other have done
They might hold you back but you can learn to run
Carry yourself away from the broken glass
No longer looking in the outside is in the past
For drink it all up and follow the brightest star
Because the past is past and the future no longer far
Soak up the glowing sun on the calmest sea
Because what everyone else says cant really bother thee
Every road that will come your way
We lead you to find the light in the darkest day
Take me away into the open air
Higher than a kite and living without a care
Finding a place between these hopes and dreams
Find a place away from reality
You know when your lost you can be found
So take off and never touch the ground
So live life like no one else can see
For you found a home away from reality
So carry me away…
Find a place where they can’t stay
For tommorows a better day
Take me away into the open air
Higher than a kite and living without a care
Finding a place between these hopes and dreams
Find a place away from reality
You know when your lost you can be found
So take off and never touch the ground
So live life like no one else can see
For you found a home away from reality
Yeah from reality.
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Hold The Torch...With friend you can do anything as long as they stick by your side when things it tough...
There are days we live with, the fire dies
Walking around with darkness in are eyes
Lost in this big world in the dead of night
Searching for just a little bit of light
Can you hear the water falling to the ground
I stretch forth my ears to hear the sound
You walk the highest wire and you fear the fall
But out in the darkness you can hear the call
“Can you hear me now?
Come we will help you on down,
So come on back towards where you are from
We know you have come so far from where you come
We know you have tried your best but still fell astray
So now is the time where you shine the way
Now it is the time has come on forth
For you to hold the torch!”
Remember the words that the heavens screamed
When the lightning come out and the thunder rings
It get hard to hear the message sweet
But as long as you keep marching you will find what it means
So come on the path and you will find the right way
Don’t waste your breath when you come back once again
You tell me when you find the path you need
Because until them you will hear them scream
“Can you hear me now?
Come we will help you on down,
So come on back towards where you are from
We know you have come so far from where you come
We know you have tried your best but still fell astray
So now is the time where you shine the way
Now it is the time has come on forth
For you to hold the torch!”
And no I know you feel you are all alone
But with your friends around you will find your home
For the next path you find just take one leap of faith
But till the time comes I will hold you and keep you safe
“Can you hear it now?
Come they will help you out,
So come on back towards where you are from
They know you have come so far from where you come
They know you have tried your best but still fell astray
So now is the time where you shine the way
Now it is the time has come on forth
For you to learn to hold the torch!”
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I am trying so hard to make my thoughts come out strait
Hearing all of them talk about one single leap of faith
Sitting on the ground wait for it to come around
Is life always going to leave me to fall down?
So can you forgive me if all the words I write
Fall all out of all of these pages in sight
So when it all comes off this thin line
The world will all fall off this time
So forgive me if I seem only a little lost
I was supposed to do something but I forgot
My brain is broken and I can’t seem to say what I want now
So save your time trying to saying the things but I don’t know how
I don’t know how I can explain what is going wrong
It the voices inside my brain that make me write this song
So call this a poem or a lie but by the time I find
What is wrong with my head there will be nothing left to be said
Can you taste the radiation of this deadly fall out
For I am no longer dead and I falling fast now
So can you wait for me as the road is twisting away
I feel like everything is random and the blood has left me
It feels like I have gotten drunk on all medication
As long as it seems to help they make me take it
Who cares about what happens to me I am a lab dog
I am bigger than most but my life is covered with fog
So forgive me if I seem only a little lost
I was supposed to do something but I forgot
My brain is broken and I can’t seem to say what I want now
So save your time trying to saying the things but I don’t know how
I don’t know how I can explain what is going wrong
It the voices inside my brain that make me write this song
So call this a poem or a lie but by the time I find
What is wrong with my head there will be nothing left to be said
So no longer wanting to see the light of this day
Give me one moment before I fade away
My brain is broken and I can’t seem to say what I want now
So save your time trying to saying the things but I don’t know how
I don’t know how I can explain what is going wrong
It the voices inside my brain that make me write this song
So call this a poem or a lie but by the time I find
What is wrong with my head there will be nothing left to be said
So can you wait for me and the thing I have waited
So should I keep writing when I am out of patients.
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Can you tell me when you're ready for the moment we fight for
With the words said lay the path spread as they march to war
The memories made may lie in the shade for the light will not die here
So you can break my back bone take my throne but I will not fall to fear
Can you hear that heart inside me now?
As long as it beats I will not back down
Keep your army with a million men
For my power inside will bring you down instead
Can you turn up the heat taste the pain but it is sweet
You know that I am still running this
Take the blade and the sin as it cuts into my skin
Yeah I know what is at risk
So I can feel the fire in my bones
Just a step away from make you blow
Forget I will not back down take off your dark crown
For this is all I want...not going back home till they know the cost
Can you tell me when my head is steady because the blows are so severe
But never will back down until the bury me in the ground so better let you men come near
I hear this sound bite grow your wings and take flight for I am about to detonate
For a dragon is strong but it’s wisdom is gone so take they leap of faith
I used to be dead in the dust
Trying to find if I made the cut
But now I have truly evolved
Forgive me if you get lost in my thought
Can you turn up the heat taste the pain but it is sweet
You know that I am still running this
Take the blade and the sin as it cuts into my skin
Yeah I know what is at risk
So I can feel the fire in my bones
Just a step away from make you blow
Forget I will not back down take off your dark crown
For this is all I want...not going back home till they know the cost
Oh the fire inside me is a rush that can grab me
So don't apologize just say you last goodbye
Can you turn up the heat taste the pain but it is sweet
You know that I am still running this
Take the blade and the sin as it cuts into my skin
Yeah I know what is at risk
So I can feel the fire in my bones
Just a step away from make you blow
Forget I will not back down take off your dark crown
For this is all I want...not going back home till they know the cost
For the battle is not over until they all fall and are lost.
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I can see everything so clearly now it is only a leap away
Now longer looking back I look for what coming up today
So put me down on the track I have a power that is inside
So shoot the bullet from the gun I about to blow it out wide
They claim my dreams are out of portion
But I will never dream small dreams
Cause what they say is out of contortion
Because the world is not what it seems
So just keep a level head and head into the level
Race along the roadside for this is your travel
No long just a traveler in this world that turns lights out
Racing away from yesterday's disasters so I never burn
Now I take away the claim of what they have to say to me
Because I know if I keep trying these dreams will be reality
So hurt me all you can want I don’t care my dreams can not be tossed
Like a train on a solid track I will never become too lost
Can you feel them take the wheel from me
I know how it feels to have my life flip onto insanity
So keep on look far ahead into the light
For the words that will be said will be alright
So chase away all your fears with your feet
For as long as the road does not stop you can dream
So just keep a level head and head into the level
Race along the roadside for this is your travel
No long just a traveler in this world that turns lights out in turn
Racing away from yesterday's disasters so I never burn
No longer take step to look on back because it is in the past
Forget about the bad things in life for they never last
And never let go of the purest message in these words
For all you got to your name as what you have lived and learned
No a past away is gone today
What will we do now
Reach for the stars before the fade away
So when the world's chain drag you down
You can learn to snap back at and escape
So just keep a level head and head into the level
Race along the roadside for this is your travel
No long just a traveler in this world that turns lights out in turn
Racing away from yesterday's disasters so I never burn
No longer take step to look on back because it is in the past
Forget about the bad things in life for they never last
And never let go of the purest message in these words
For all you got to your name as what you have lived and learned
Just go on and keep your head strong for what is one mistake as long as you try to stop from doing the wrong?
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The battle is over but the has just begun
So what will they do when the destruction comes?
They might have tossed us and called us all legends
Twenty score years ago lying in a dark pit
But when Oblivion comes in with a vengeance
Will they all unlock the doors or will that bucket finally kick?
You know we said enough is enough we’re tired of this refrain
Just a kid’s guardian but we’re sick and tired of playing games
Does he even know where the power lies deep inside
Tell us child do you know where your demons hide
Tired of being held back send a shock wave through his veins
Come on let us out we promise we will leave you sane
You know you won’t feel the fire if you are the one who lights it
Come on let the child sleep, all he needs is his silence
So to the ones have have the guts to try to take us on
I will snap your head the other way if you need to be proved wrong
They say secret is power but I have the darkness on my side
So you might want to lay down the sword if you want to stay alive
They all claim they have power over ones
Who caused creation but that’s where they wrong
Do they say the darkness is still the light
Do they tell on which side you truly fight
You calls us animals when we’re the most human
Show us what blood you bleed and flesh you believe in
So tell us humans do you know where your honors truly lies
I hate to have to put you down just for being on the wrong side
You want to know power so we will show you the signs of reality
Soon you will want to wake and be asking us if it is just a dream
We hate to wonder why you legons seem to always have a placement flip
Are your a guardian of light or are you kings of the darkness
So get in line if you want a huge question to answered
We have been wondering when we can use this power
So try to hide you secret combinations but they will always shine out
I can ask kindly all I like but all the mistakes I made I keep losing count
The world been broken but we keep trying to fix it up
Just so you know we did it all out of love
They call themselves kings and lords
But they built the castle on sinking boards
You build your kingdoms on hills of blood
Now that we have come, tell us where you plan to run
To fix a world you will have to make it bleed
To fix this kingdom you have to put some people to sleep
So where are you hiding all your roughest edges
Never mind we’re taking a couple pages out of Genesis
You have not heard of rebirth will just read a book sometime
Because we got a call up on a due date and it is on your life
So try to light fire with fire and watch the cities blow themselves up
We have killed the king of thieves and gave him a rush of his own blood
So where are you running to we promise your “master” would not mind
Here’s just a quick always in the shadow we lie
So sorry mother if your child has gone insane
His demons are no longer bound up and locked away
So line the really monsters up and give me a sign
I will fight harder than I normal can because what is now on the line
So let us just get in our last goodbye
For now that our time has come somebody here will have to die.
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The Gallery
Okay
You I know I might have forgotten about the other part of yesterday
But the things in my head seem to just keep getting in my way
I am all out about choices although I really keep making none
Just sit back and laugh at the thing I won’t overcome
You know my life has just begun
People slam on the brakes because they don’t know what to do
They just going on with life and turn on the wrong avenue
I make it paycheck to paycheck and there is nothing I can afford more
Is a tiny bit of wisdom that comes with the lesson I have learned
Or did I make a wrong turn
Can I head back when it all began?
Can I head back when I was a kid with my feet in the sand?
It feels like I was drawing on someone else
Is happiness out there to be found I can’t tell
For I just banging on the glass can you see where I stand
I hit the floor when no one really did swing
Why am I scared of every little thing
So just don’t look on back to where I am standing
Can you see me?
Or are we all lost in the gallery?
So uh
Do I have to raise my hand every time the answer is lost?
Does anyone know the meaning to life? My hand is up and they forgot
Image is important to most, but to me I could care less
Can you tell me why you all scurry around for view on the internet?
Or is it all a mess?
Can I head back when it all began?
Can I head back when I was a kid with my feet in the sand?
It feels like I was drawing on someone else
Is happiness out there to be found I can’t tell
For I just banging on the glass can you see where I stand
I hit the floor when no one really did swing
Why am I scared of every little thing
So just don’t look on back to where I am standing
Can you see me?
Or are we all lost?
So when the galaxy collapse and no one is around
Does anything matter when we touch the ground?
So when the galaxy collapse and no one is around
Does anything matter when we touch the ground?
So when the galaxy collapse and no one is around
Does anything matter when we touch the ground?
Can you feel the ground, can you feel the ground?
When it doesn’t make a sound or can you even touch the ground?
It feels like I was drawing on someone else
Is happiness out there to be found I can’t tell
For I just banging on the glass can you see where I stand
I hit the floor when no one really did swing
Why am I scared of every little thing
So just don’t look on back to where I am standing
Can you see me?
Or are we all lost in the gallery?
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"IT" will never end for me...
Cappo 5th fret you know the chords Sam
I can’t hardly stay awake in this dimension
But the seven other souls keep calling my attention
So I stay awake hoping the it’s all a blessing
Then let the demons rule over this planet again
So it calls me up in the middle of the night
My memories go foggy and I step into the light
You left us to die a thousand time in that fight
So I will hold my friends close where they stand
I know I am far from home
No matter where I go
One bullet in the dark is about all my hope
Now I know it seems far
From the life I’ve owned
Blow apart my past from what I have been told
Can you see my inner demons lie in wait
From all the times I have died trying to save this place
This world only know chaos it was made in the race
But I still will fight till I die alone
So when the world crashes from the life I lead
Count the sheep and pour the blood over your head
The world is left no more people read the words in red
For then the hearts turn to a cold stone
I know I am far from home
No matter where I go
One bullet in the dark is about all my hope
Now I know it seems far
From the life I’ve owned
Blow apart my past from what I have been told
I know I am far from home
No matter where I go
One bullet in the dark is about all my hope
Now I know it seems far
From the life I’ve owned
Blow apart my past from what I have been told
So forgive my words for the worte off the pain
Of all of us stuck up in this single brain
There is no one out there who is the same
But then when your dead you will know
I know I am far from home
No matter where I go
One bullet in the dark is about all my hope
Now I know it seems far
From the life I’ve owned
Blow apart my past from what I have been told.
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Pass down to the left
I know I'm the one they forget
maybe one day I will be part of something bigger
because deep down I know I am not a quitter
Maybe running will release the pain
of the chaos inside my brain
But I will try too make sure it bothers me only little
I don't want the to know how I really feel
but the darkness I feeling rising
deep down it is criticizing
"Give up, you better sell out,
no one care your always a let down!"
but one day It'll all fade
no reason to crash my glory days
so voice you better shut up and shut down
because I not going to let myself frown
So I won't care what they say
They have no right so they will get no way
so keep, keep going on and on
I will remain strong
Push me down in the line up
but it won't matter I got to keep up
I have to go on and on
even though the the road is long
Some say the first step is a big one
but they all look small after the trip's done
for as long as one foot is falling all the way behind
one will always come up again to rise
no longer will I let my guard down
gonna stand up and let it all out
because no matter what is attracted to my happiness
I know that the words will be meaningless
But then the darkness keeps on rising
talking me down minimizing
but there is no success with out failing once
and if you try to talk me down I will remain on the run
So I won't care what they say
They have no right so they will get no way
so keep, keep going on and on
I will remain strong
Push me down in the line up
but it won't matter I got to keep up
I have to go on and on
even though the the road is long
I am not gonna be the best
I am just here to put them to rest
no longer will they have any effect
no one can take me down from my succes
So I won't care what they say
They have no right so they will get no way
so keep, keep going on and on
I will remain strong
Push me down in the line up
but it won't matter I got to keep up
I have to go on and on
even though the the road is long
The road may be long but I can't stop
get ready because it all up
and waste away all of the time they tried
to put you back down when your on the rise.
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Who I am
The world is getting a little condescending
Nothing but a darkness seems to be left
The fires fighting try to change this world ending
I feel its' life and light spreading in my chest
I am going to spend my time counting the ashes
of all that will burned when I take my steps
Don't you count me one among the masses
I am a fire that will make you burn with regrets
This is who I am written on the the the wall of stone
demons and kings no more couldn't meet I will take their thrones
do you regret standing in this ring, count you scars as you find they are real
Hold your it all close as it come with a ping, as my steal is the last thing you will feel
for this is who I am, much more than man, no more counting my fears
You will fall like sand, shatter like thin glass, as your blood will fall like tears
In a world that is full of pretenders
no one can know what is real or fake
Put it down or I am going to make your head turn
take your shot it will be the last thing that you take
can you feel my power blowing though me?
Can you her that thunder rising to end?
crawling up your skin charging like a battery
just like taking a thousand sludge hammers to the head
This is who I am written on the the the wall of stone
demons and kings no more couldn't meet I will take their thrones
do you regret standing in this ring, count you scars as you find they are real
Hold your it all close as it come with a ping, as my steal is the last thing you will feel
for this is who I am, much more than man, no more counting my fears
You will fall like sand, shatter like thin glass, as your blood will fall like tears
then a fear starts rising with in me
with a darkness that will never leave
it is all locked up on the high wire
light me from the dead like this fire!
This is who I am written on the the the wall of stone
demons and kings no more will meet I will take their thrones
do you regret standing in this ring, count you scars a you bleed
Hold your it all close as it reals, my steal is the last thing you will feel
This is who I am, much more than man, no more counting my fears
You will fall like sand, shatter like glass, your blood will fall like tears
This is who I am made from the broken bits of bone
one bit on light is all I need I will never be owned
for all that left of you is all but corrupt
only one thing you said was half turn "there only one of us who's gonna be lit up."
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Who are you
(Waking up the ashes of the past line
feel the pain, are you having a hard time?
your born of dust and you will go back ashes
count your blessings because they are ever lasting...)
Let me line up something more than the past
here some truth, darkness can never last
deny my wisdom, a light forever shining
you shut up just to hid that lying
so mark you death count up but your only a disease
pass you darkness your crying on your knees
what a time we've had but your on you last string
so play that note but it is never gonna ring.
so come one come all, to a battle to end all battle
over a world that just will not fall
all the life will hing on you blood that will ting
on the back of my blade on ever inch
I am not fighting for myself any more my memories are long gone
but all the souls of the one I made are staying way too long
feel my steal get warm as one blood will pour from the empty vain
crash your darkest mind I see a bit of light, because I am one of the estrange
(Laugh it up and cough up your mortal blood...
compared to me I am a entity of endless love
I will bring this world peace by showing it blood shed
your one step away from from you really losing your head)
I am no longer doubting my life choices
looking I can hear them lifting up their voices
can you hear them shouting out their praise
one may die but another will know of the raise
the raise may be the light that follows
it may be the darkness swallows
but I will not stand idle waiting and watching
but the clock is ticking and you head will be rocking
so come one come all, to a battle to end all battle
over a world that just will not fall
all the life will hing on you blood that will ting
on the back of my blade on ever inch
I am going to be the one who will be here to stand my ground
because it's not about the life I've lived but the one I am living now
Feel the light burning with in me like a fire of a never dying star
when I am though with you there be nothing left but a hair string, my past is only what's been so far.
Calming down I will not let you speak
you words will turn to blood as you grow weak
but knowledge is power one that's ever lasting
but I am immortal and you have already hit your peak
I am not fighting for myself any more my memories are long gone
but all the souls of the one I made are staying way too long
feel my steal get warm as one blood will pour from the empty vain
crash your darkest mind I see a bit of light, because I am one of the estrange
I am going to be the one who will be here to stand my ground
because it's not about the life I've lived but the one I am living now
Feel the light burning with in me like a fire of a never dying star
when I am though with you there be nothing left but a hair string, my past is only what's been so far.
Be cause my the past does not make you who you are.
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Looking Up.
I’ve been feeling like my life's an echo,
Repeating thing I have already heard
And lately people have been getting so low
So the echos don’t share the better words
So I am sorry for letting everyone down
Lately I have been just standing around, No?
So now that summers over and lost its royal crown
Does that give me a reason to make everyone feel so low?
So when the rain falls down just change the weather
Because everything dark doesn't mean it can’t get better
The light has gone out on so many lives,
But give a cheer and let yours shine
Because when the rain fall down water will come
So on the sunny days you will look back and raise your cup
I find myself living as a reflection
Hoping some day some will see me
But then I hope no one is paying attention
Because the pain of that will never let me free
But deep down all I want is a mention
So I know at least one person's listening
So I am sorry for letting everyone down
Lately I have been just standing around, No?
So now that summers over and lost its royal crown
Does that give me a reason to make everyone feel so low?
So can I cash my check now before it’s over
Because in 24 hours I will just turn older
So is there a point in living if you do everything right?
But every wound will only deepen the knife
I would like to crash right now and get some rest
And when I mess up later, was I at my best?
So I am sorry for letting everyone down
Lately I have been just standing around, No?
So now that summers over and lost its royal crown
Does that give me a reason to make everyone feel so low?
So when I light myself will anyone see,
That getting lost might help you dream
So when the rain falls down just change the weather
Because everything dark doesn't mean it can’t get better
The light has gone out on so many lives,
But give a cheer and let yours shine
Because when the rain fall down water will come
So on the sunny days you will look back and raise your cup
So can I cash my cheek now before it’s over
Because in 24 hours I will just turn older
So is there a point in living if you do everything right?
But every wound will only deepen the knife
I would like to crash right now in get some rest
And when I miss up later, was I at my best?
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I did a rant where I wrote what came to my mind sorry for the time it seemed like i lied...
I am lost in the day, looking for the light but I afraid, I am afraid of the people, who seek to be evil, belittling my ideas and trying to make me one of them, just a knockin acting like I am a better man, but an failed the world so many times I am caught up in the lies and the rhymes, of every little idea that say is mine, I am living in a world and there shoving words down my throat, making me someone else but I trying to use my pill to cope, but then I get the feeling that they are ready won, but I could just begin to see the sun,
I am not lost, I am not weak.
Then why am are trying to do everything
If this is who I am, have I already hit my peak
If so I have already been damned, and just finding release
CanI escape this world, can I take their pain
I just trying to do what the demons ask me
So look at my eyes, can you see the colors drain?
From all the lies I just can not see.
So is it all in perspective, have I been lying to myself seeking other intentions? Has everything I done even been mine, or did I just scratch off the copyright this time? But I am not a fire and I am not lair, but then why then every night must I face hell’s fires? Well I ever escape my dreams or the thoughts or will I ever remain to be lost, I have known peace havens doors will not open to meet, all my friends I will never greet again lost with a heavenly seat, some tell me why I keep coming back will my darkness finally end at last!?
I am not lost, I am not weak.
Then why am are trying to do everything
If this is who I am, have I already hit my peak
If so I have already been damned, and just finding release
CanI escape this world, can I take their pain
I just trying to do what the demons ask me
So look at my eyes, can you see the colors drain?
From all the lies I just can not see.
But in the end I was not an echo, I just outlet myself in ways I could never let them know, I hide behind a mask to hide the pain, the I used a sword to fight the demons others could not contain, but now here I go again, trying to hide behind lies that will never end, for all the times I try to act it was all pretend, but those people that I lost and the ones who lost me, are the reason I chose to wake up and start fighting, I fight for the past so I might save the ones I found, but now the the darkness is back I will never find them now, no one is safe from the darkness that is one thing that is sure, for those who evil, are those ones who never learn, but you can’t touch the light so go and burn.
I am not lost, I am not weak.
Then why am are trying to do everything
If this is who I am, have I already hit my peak
If so I have already been damned, and just finding release
CanI escape this world, can I take their pain
I just trying to do what the demons ask me
So look at my eyes, can you see the colors drain?
From all the lies I just can not see.
I find that the lies ahead
Or not made up by me they are who I am
And for those who call me lies could see me dead
Know the truth is what I spoke when I took this hand?
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Never enough
From now on, can you never hold this hand?
Could you never sing this song?
Because the pain is never gone
Take this step, away from me where I stand
Because I paint the darkness on the walls
And every step we stumble and fall
I not saying hate me or forget me today
For even as the light will shine it will fade away
I no longer care, I know I will never be enough for you
I will still try to make it through
And I will find what is waiting for me there
Know that this pain, goes deeper than all my regrets
But with every step I will never forget
All the things you gave me this day
I know life is just one day away from ending
But no longer will the dreams come off the setting
A field of a hero, find himself dream of yesterday
When no battle songs were sung
And peace flags were always to be hung
But in this dream, I will discover what I need to say
Where wars are gone and never came
And the darkness never sized the day
Never forget the songs that we will sing
But only if I make it back home
But till then I will hold on to my dreams
And feel you in my soul
I no longer care, I know I will never be enough for you
I will still try to make it through
And I will find what is waiting for me there
Know that this pain, goes deeper than all my regrets
But with every step I will never forget
All the things you gave me this day
A field of a hero, find himself dream of yesterday
When no battle songs were sung
And peace flags were always to be hung
But in this dream, I will discover what I need to say
Where wars are gone and never came
And the darkness never sized the day.
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Another Saturday night runs by
but I can't help these tears in my eye
Maybe one day there will be a reason for these tears
I might be legally blind
I might have scars that lay in my mind
but nothing should ever take me from here
Some people say mistakes are inhuman
Some people say life is a like a surgeon
you pick out the bad and keep the good
But if leaving life has shown me one thing
you can't count the scars that make you bleed
because life is the whittle and your the wood
So tell me oh can you tell me why am I still going on?
oh won't you help so can't you help, I want to know before for it's gone
that if I stop breathing tomorrow, would the mistakes I made not count?
or maybe we should live and learn and count the stars we would earn
isn't that what life is all about?
One friend of mine got shot in the arm
he could sow everyone his scar
but he always could greet you with a smile
One friend has too many problems
And never will be able to talk well
but he always will carry you the extra mile
Yet some people say the pain is a pain
and famous is the only way to make your name
and no one will be able to go that far
yet people around the world
count blessings they get when there hurt
and learn to never count the scars
So tell me oh can you tell me why am I still going on?
oh won't you help so can't you help, I want to know before for it's gone
that if I stop breathing tomorrow, would the mistakes I made not count?
or maybe we should live and learn and count the stars we would earn
isn't that what life is all about?
Life never was about pain
or going to go insane
it is about lesson that we learn with every step
and with every step you could get hurt
or be lost with in someone else world
but always look forward to what comes next
So tell me oh can you tell me why am I still going on?
oh won't you help so can't you help, I want to know before for it's gone
that if I stop breathing tomorrow, would the mistakes I made not count?
or maybe we should live and learn and count the stars we would earn
isn't that what life is all about?
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I think I finally found my reason, counting treason, counting fears
I think the echos in my head is not one thing they will ever hear
I am never gonna be able to be one to have this pain
but I want to be stable so I can show them what they have made
Can you hear the echoing that is surrounding me and listen to them scream?
Can you hear the voices in the air calling down and lighting up the screen?
Not again, here we go, if I am lost take me home, from the grave that I have dug
I am fake, set in stone, can you all leave me alone, to die here in this place where the bells of hell have rung
The claim it is for the better, but all I see is worse
If what the make if perfect how is prefect not in my words?
They claim that Dawn and Day are done, but the light still shines
If love is an angle of perfecting life why does love always seems to die
They tell me prefect is achieved through pain, but it is pain they will never feel
For when I finally bleed in black I will know that the Dusk is real
I draw my sword by my side because my demons will never see the sleep
Until I finally close my eyes all I hear is the words of death on repeat
I am trying to feel for once can you finally just send the message through pain
If the echoing does not stop does it mean that all is lost and all is in vain?
I wanna wake up from the dream of the lies and secret they hide from me
I wanna know who I am, but nothing comes in the plains of what I need to be
Catch your breath, load your guns, they point them to the sun, take you aim and fire
Light a match, strike back again, they will never be an end, and they will become liars
The claim it is for the better, but all I see is worse
If what the make if perfect how is prefect not in my words?
They claim that Dawn and Day are done, but the light still shines
If love is an angle of perfecting life why does love always seems to die
They tell me prefect is achieved through pain, but it is pain they will never feel
For when I finally bleed in black I will know that the Dusk is real
Is what I know all just fake or will I find that it is real
all I remember is the pain of cold, unforgiving steel
Punch the pain through my eye and let me die
For by the time I know the truth I will finally be able to fly...
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Online Orchestra
You know I am getting mad of just talking to myself
Just clicking the keyboard to bringing music to my ear,
Are my parents finally proud?
You know life is a pain, but it is pain when other go
So I don’t want to leave, when I play make believe,
Because there are friends there I know
Is it old school to keep thinking about yesterday
When I was happy, listening to people laughing,
Back in third grade.
Deep down I feel like no one cares
Deep down I am growing in despair
Way deep down I still feel my regrets
But if no one cares, why should it matter?
Leave a comment and forget.
Can you hear the keyboard
Of the online orchestra?
The people talking to each other
Without know who they are
Are they lying, are they crying
How do you know it hurts
When people online keep hitting enter
Without reading their words?
You know I am growing tired of listen to others
There lives should not matter to me
So why on earth do I keep bothering listening?
There are people I this earth that I would like to meet
Even the ones that are not my friends
They all just seem way to intrestering.
Deep down I don’t want to listen
Deep down I want to remission
Way deep down I don’t want to be here
But when they keep talking I keep responding
To let them know someone cares.
Can you hear the dinging
Of the online orchestra?
Look at all the words
Respond all that is heard
Maybe everyone care about who is there
When the monitor shows up to work
Do they finally see, the pain of being free
Can they make it stop
I have lost some friends I don’t want to lose more
I am trying hard, but I don’t want to try anymore
I don’t want to make others angry should I just stop?
But if I stop and if they miss, what have I done wrong?
So doctor do you feel my pain?
I am tired of talking to the people who might just be in my brain
I am not liking talking without hearing the voice
But I can’t not face seeing others faces so do I have a choice
Maybe that is all life is, maybe I am doom!
But if they bother to listen to anything I say, I swear I will listen too.